a journey called life;

Announcement!11

2011-06-18T12:50:00.006+08:00

Just so you know, I'm currently co-running FYDonghae. So yeah, as long as I'm on my holiday, I'll be making sure that it's real-time up-to-date. I'm happy it's been gaining shittons of followers since I helped upload stuff. n________________n

Are you one of us yet?

The Invigilator (and look how I wander from it).

2011-06-16T15:29:00.008+08:00

The Invigilator from Sunny Stories on Vimeo.

Ah, how this reminds me of my dreams. Back then, I was so aspired to do something, not quite like this, but just as poignant, if not more, and most preferably, real. One thing about me is, being the idealist I am, I'm quite a realist. I'm very logical. (How do you think I excelled even without studying at school?) More often than not, I find flaws in illogicality and absurdity. I scoff at them. I mock. I question, "How?"

So when I was in high school, watching movies/dramas with unreal school life made me question a lot. Made me think a lot. Made me promise myself, "I want to change those. I want to show the world what is real." I was a wishful writer and director. I had all these plots in my mind, and when I went to places, the scenes would start playing where I deemed fit. I knew what I wanted. I knew just what shots my cameraman would be taking. I would respect his work, because I would only work with the best. It would so beautiful. So well-executed. Natural but poignant. And the lines would be all familiar. Relatable. Real.

I miss dreaming, thinking someday you will be the person you aspire to be. I miss looking at the sky and think that it isn't your limit.

Current Music: Rachael Yamagata - Sunday Afternoon | Powered by Last.fm

Tiba-tiba rasa nak berblogging semula.

2011-05-15T12:09:00.005+08:00

Dah lama sangat tinggal blog ni. Hmmmm. Kadang-kadang terfikir jugak nak dideletekan terus blog ni, tapi sayanglah.

And sometimes I'm confused as to what language I should write in. LOL I swear like, looking at the stats, most of my visitors are from South Korea (say whattt) so it's not like they'll be able to read Malay, won't they?

Kadang-kadang rindu jugak nak berbahasa Melayu. Yelah, kalau dekat Twitter dan Tumblr tu, 99% aku guna English. Dah tu, berkawan dengan orang dari segenap pelusuk alam, takkan nak berbahasa kebangsaan pulak. Alamatnya macam cakap dengan dindinglah.

Won't it be interesting though, writing in both languages in an entry. Like this.

Alah, orang Melayu bolehlah faham dua-dua. Orang lain? Tak ke naya?

Lagipun, percentage of Malaysian yang datang sini kecil sangat kalau nak dibandingkan dengan South Korean. Pening jugak ye. Does this mean I should just write everything in Korean?

:)

Current music: 소규모 아카시아 밴드 - 오징어 보트 (a squid boat) | Powered by Last.fm

hard disk clean-up and i found something.

2011-05-11T14:34:00.004+08:00

1- Copy Award Diatas Untuk Diletakkan Di Blog Anda.

2- Nyatakan 5 Fakta Menarik Tentang Si Pemberi Award Ini.

Si Pemberi Award

Cik Farah Gediks Vainjae, whose life is wasted for vainly loving these three men: gentleman Mr. S, beautiful Mr. J and okayla Mr. M. HUAHUAHUA

1. A very good listener. She's like a cave. You go to a cave, you scream, you shout, you tease, you hurl ribbings - she'd swallow it all. She might talk back, but, that'd only make you laugh. I mean it. That's why seronok fangirling ngan die. ngeh2.

2. Bollywood's downright fanatic.
Very likely, as much as I'm into K-stuff. Not really an interesting fact, but still, that's what made her distinctive.

3. Converted into a k-pop fan by me.
She took it good-naturedly (I've had many hard times facing people full of critics to my beloveds).

4. Now is a sucker for Boojae, Siwon and Minho. Hell no she won't be able to take Jae away of course. lol. Siwon? Fine by me. He's agreeable to every taste, I think. Minho? Have it all, puhlis. LOL

5.sangat friendly maka secara otomatiknye die sangat disenangi oleh kelompok manusie. omputih pun campur sklik

6. Suke cakap sensurg yg terlampau-lampau. Many times I wondered, "Is she talking to me or something?" What's worse, she's rubbing off on me :3

7. Sometimes she's way giving.
She once gave up 30bucks to an undeserving organization. Psh..

8. is seen 'ayu'. in FACT, SHE'S NOT THAT lemah lembut la. I KNOW WHAT SHE DID LAST SEM lol. Don't Don's hip thrust, no? ;p

3- Setiap Blogger Mestilah Menyatakan 10 Fakta Atau Hobi Diri Sendiri Sebelum Memilih Bloggernye

1. IS AN AVID, TRUEHEARTED HALLYU LOVER. Very, I tell you.

2. suffering from chronic uber short attention span. UBER CHRONIC.

3. sgt mencintai basketball. tetapi malas untuk bermain. tiada logika? kenyataan bah. lol. I LOVE ONE TREE HILL (random lol)

4. suke jalan-jalan tapi malas jalan. saya adalah a certified couch potato.

5. is currently dating Ho, having an eternal affair with Hae, and will never forget Wannie. CRAZY I KNOW!

6. sgt mnyintai skinny jeans walopun sgt tidak skinny. oleh itu hanya melihat ianya dipakai oleh my fave celebs. (a sensible reason to goggle them, act. lol)

7. haven't been listening to local radio for ages. K-songs prevail my playlist yo!

8. menyimpan impian untuk berhidup di Korea Selatan. I wanna be a part of them (By them I mean my honeys kt sane kay). The air they breathe. The land they live on. The language they speak. The food they eat. SPICY RICE CAKES, BULGOGI I FRIGGIN LOVE YOU!

9. uncertainty ruins my serenity. many times, i worry over petty stuff way much.

10. very secretive. tightlipped when expected to be.

4-Anda Perlu Memilih 10 Penerima Award Seterusnya Dan Describe Tentang Mereka

- farah sengal. kernamu ku merana, mengabeskan beberapa minit berharga idupku menulis ini. huahuhua. komapda, for always being there when my spazzing mind tingles. *kasik jae satu petang. malam i nak gune. huahauhau*

- kak lang. I know you've finished your exams, so it's time for you to come out of your cave and say hello to the world. LOL. an OLDER, giving sister. BUT, fairly baran. Hehehe We fought a lot as kids thanks to her baranness you know. HAHAHA. *ampun kak lang* VERY KURUS. I HATE YOU SKINNY ASS. I WANT YOUR SKINNY LEGS AND WEAR YOUR SKINNY JEANS. hmph.

- chika yg sgt gila. a girl who leads her life with a fanciful, notional head i'd do nothing to have (too lazy, lol). A TURTLE eater.

- Unix yg baru balik dari india. dan sudah ke india mungkin. IS VERY GILA TO THE MAX. the sotong and the hardcore. nmpak je, inside she's just as sensitive. Cancerian have it all yo! mula mnyintai kekasihku hyunjoong nampak. ngeh2.

- Aemy yg masih di india. HEY HEY HEY! ni satu lagi kepala gila. still, oftimes, i found her emotionally unstable. balik mesia gitau aku yo! haha. And i'm just as thankful to have you as one of my besties EVER! tp tolong jgn ajak aku curang dgn lelaki2 tempatan. HUAHUAHUAHUA

- Syaza.

-dah sebab saye takde pengikut tetap blog ni, saye tag anda.anda.anda.anda.dan anda. yang sudi membace blog burok ini. terima kasih. due to the fact that i have no frequent readers, i'm tagging u.u.u.u and u who are kind enough to drop by here. thanks a bunch.

saje random : saye tak pandai posing, dress up, senyom..jadi saye memang bukan born model..hahaha

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THIS WAS WRITTEN AGES AGO. Quite a number of things have changed. /nostalgic lmfao

And nobody cares about this blog anymore. ;c!111

Huh Gak - My Heart Lyrics (Korean + Romanized)

2010-12-26T14:01:00.005+08:00

I googled for the lyrics because I've been in love with this song for quite a while now that I have to memorize the lyrics, but found none. So yeah, here I am.

허각 - My Heart
Album : 슈퍼스타K2 Up To 11 (love this album, btw, go listen to it!)

날 보는 그 시선들
말하지 않아도 내 맘은 느껴
아무리 모른 척 해봐도
지우지 못한 채 상처로 남아

괜찮아요 나에게 그대 있기에
세상이 슬프지 않아요

세월이 흘러도 지우고 없애도
아물지 않는 내 깊은 상처
너만의 사랑이모든걸 안아줄 수 있어요
오직 그대만이

마음은 아프지만
조금씩 내 맘은 익숙해져요
부탁해 내게만 말해줘
그 사람 아프게 하지말아요

괜찮아요 나에게 그대 있기에
세상이 슬프지 않아요

세월이 흘러도 지우고 없애도
아물지 않는 내 깊은 상처
너만의 사랑이 모든걸 안아줄 수 있어요
오직 그대만이

아파도 괜찮아
내 상처 만져주는
니 마음 언제나 기억해
한없이 작은 나 하지만 기억해줘
니가 있어 난 웃을 수 있어

Nal boneun geu siseondeul
malhaji anhado nae mameun neukkyeo
amuri moreun cheok haebwado
jiuji mothan chae sangcheoro nama

Gwaenchanayo naege geudae itgie
sesangi seulpeuji anhayo

Sewori heulleodo jiugo eobsedo
amulji anhneun nae kipeun sangcheo
neomanui sarangi modeungeol anajul su isseoyo
ojik geudaemani

Maeumeun apeujiman
jogeumssik nae mameun iksukhaejyeoyo
butakhae naegeman marhaejwo
geu saram apeuge hajimarayo

Gwaenchanayo naege geudae itgie
sesangi seulpeuji anhayo

Sewori heulleodo jiugo eobsedo
amulji anhneun nae kipeun sangcheo
neomanui sarangi modeungeol anajul su isseoyo
ojik geudaemani

Apado gwaenchana
nae sangcheo manjyeojuneun
ni maeum eonjena gieokhae
hanoeobshi jageun na hajiman gieokhaejwo
niga isseo nan useul su isseo

credits: korean + romanized

JYJ Showcase; NOT a fanaccount.

2010-10-18T15:39:00.000+08:00

It was so goddamn short I was like, “WAAAAAAAAAT.” 100usd for 4 songs and a couple of ment(s) which weren’t properly translated? I might as well save the money for something else. /feeling ripped off lol.

But, the boys were great and gorgeous omg. Like, Jaejoong was seraphic (lol like really he’s surreallll), Yoochun isn’t that ugly in that hair (he’s my bias mind you, and I love his forehead what is even life) and Junsu was cute and gorgeous (he looks rather handsome than cute irl wattttt). They sounded great, but the sound system wasn’t really as BOOM BOOM BOOM as SS2. Well, you get what I mean.

The venue sucked, mainly because I wasn’t that tall and I was stuck behind people in the rock zone. Jumping on my toes all the time wasn’t fun yo. Jaejoong was having fun grinding by himself on the stage lol, I was practically laughing at him IDEK. It was like he was in the club or something. Junsu. Don’t even let me start. He was so high during the encore, banging his head off like there was no tomorrow. Like, really! It wasn’t even anything hardcore but boy, had he really lost it. Jaejoong, as usual, grinding by himself lolol, and Yoochun was rather ~cool~.

The translator sucked, she left Jae and Su in the dark, like if the MC (Serena C) said anything funny and Chunface (who was surprisingly had better English than I thought, sorry Chunface) and the audience would laugh about it, Jaesu would be like, *nods nods smile* LOOOOOLLLL. Jae pretending to understand stuff was the cutest thing ever. And when Yoochun explained to him, he would be like, “Ooooooooh, that!” or something like that. And as Junsu stood farther than Yoochun, he still knew nothing. LOL.

Oh and, there was one time Yoochun made that cute beaming face he always did and O.MI.GOD. How I missed happyfaces!DBSK. :(

Btw, Jae said they might come back this summer for a concert. n______________n \o’/ I’ll take what I can get, I guess. :’)

San E lol.

2010-09-09T22:00:00.000+08:00

Can never get over this LMFAO CRYING FOREVER.

I love JYPE. As individuals. As a whole. They may not be the most gorgeous people in the industry, but there's just something genuine about them. And humble. Crack, sometimes. Quiet. Backgroundish. Next-door kind of personalities lol. etc etc.

♥

It feels like a dream, so don't wake me up.

2010-09-09T15:44:00.007+08:00

Oh hi.

(.____.)"

/feeling hella guilty because she's been abandoning this blog for ages.

I think I'll update more, sometimes. It's like a grown-up baby of mine, this blog. And my tumblr is a newly born baby. You know who will be given much more attention.

So many things have taken place.

Some significant. Like Donghae's new (fairly old now) haircut. SS3 and 2PM's first concert (so proud of my babies :'D). SMTOWN (which, tbh, I don't care about much as compared to JYP family) etc etc.

Some insignificant. Like..........................

Sorry, they're too insignificant I don't even bother to remember them.

Look at him. Look at this bundled up baby of mine. /ignore this please

I think I'll post more random pictures of the day.

Like.... a screencap of Leeteuk-dominated desktop of mine.

Or.........you know, a living perfection.

I mean, omg. How does such perfection exist. ;________;

Or something rather funny like....

Not funny? Mmmkay. .__.

LOL WHAT AM I DOING I DON'T EVEN KNOW.

Later, I guess? :)

Sorry sorry!

2010-07-14T00:11:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry I've been neglecting this blog these days :(

Can't help it! Tumblr is too life-consuming! Maybe you guys too should set up an account!

And follow me! Follow me! 나를 따라 Follow me!

LOL :)

AND OMG, STRONG HEART. Bet I'll be bawling like an idiot when I watch it :'(

NO OTHER BABY!

2010-07-09T18:17:00.005+08:00

GAAAAAHHHHHHHH.

I loved today's outfits. Donghae's especially. Thank you yummy tight pants for existing. I'm expecting lots of um...crotch shots from you 2donghae hurhur. They all looked dandy today. AND SUJU FOR THE WINNNNN!

Congrats you guys :'D THE ENCORE WAS EXTRA ADORBS. THEY MADE A SUJU WAVE AND THERE WAS HAE ABUSING HYUKJAE (WELL, ISN'T THAT SURPRISING) AND HAE ABUSING RYEOWOOK LOL. AND TEUK'S SHOUT OUT TO KANGIN :')
The margin of the win was pretty small though :/ I want them win more crowns :(

Narsha, Son Dambi, Taeyang - I'm disappointed. Girls' Day, horrible debut song ugh.

miss A, ZE:A good job. CNBLUE and 4minute were cute together :3

SUPER JUNIOR NO OTHER MV IS OUT!

2010-07-07T17:34:00.002+08:00

FINALLY. LEGIT SHAKING AND CRYING OMG.

THIS IS PERFECTION YOU GUYS. OUR BOYS ARE BACK :'D IT'S ALL MIRACLE AND HAPPINESS AGAIN :D

EVERYONE IS GORGEOUS AND OMG DONGHAE IS RIDICULOUSLY ADORBS AND BEAUTIFUL STUNNING FLAWLESS.

Well, you get my point.

And honestly, should this be their last MV, it was the sweetest farewell present we could ever have :')

I'm sorry this is a rant.

2010-07-05T15:04:00.003+08:00

Ugh I hate today.

Everything that sucks happened today.

Kangin has left for the army. That suicide news. That particular person who keeps pissing me off every now and then (can't I have my happiness seriously?) Assignments not working out themselves (obvs). Me still not talking to my parents. Me being an internet bitch.

I need an outlet. I mean, I'm never personal enough with anyone. It's always heavy in my chest because I rarely let it out. And even if I did, it was never to anyone else. It's always been me and my laptop and...nothing else. People keep saying if you share your problems you will feel better and all that jazz. No, it doesn't work that way for me. Instead I worry, "What if they judge me? Hold that against me? Am I weak in their eyes now?"

I try hard to be someone I'm not to please the people around me when some don't even care.

For once, I'd love to know how it feels like to just let it go and breathe.

Breathe.

Breathe.

Breathe.

God this is painful.

Super Junior - No Other on Inkigayo!

2010-07-04T17:33:00.001+08:00

Their outfits were boring. Maybe cause them all were wearing the same outfit.

But I loved the happiness :D

Go Go!

2010-07-04T13:53:00.003+08:00

TUMBLR

So many goodness, hotness and glory.

WHAT CHU WAITING FOR!

Super Junior - No Other on Music Core!

2010-07-03T16:43:00.002+08:00

IT WAS AMAZING.

PLAIN WHITE TEES AND JEANS (AND BOOTS IF YOU'D LIKE) ON DONGHAE ARE A PERFECT COMBINATION. HE LOOKED EFFING SEXY WITHOUT EVEN TRYING. AND REAL ADORBS TOO IDE.

MINDBLOWING LIKE WOAH.

I loved Heenim's shades, and his hair looked better with that styling. And he seemed happier than yesterday! :D Siwon's outfit rocked! Sungmin so adorbs. I'm really liking that hair color on Hyukjae. Everyone else was good :)

Oh and, did Leeteuk say what I think he said?

DUN DUN DUN!

2010-07-02T23:23:00.009+08:00

OMG YOU GUISE THEY ARE WEARING IT AGAIN.

YEP, SUNYE AND DONGHAE.

THE RING.

If you watched today's No Other performance, you could see Donghae wear it during his part. While Sunye, well...

This picture was taken from their latest stop, btw.

Had it been another day, I would haven't even considered the possibilities of them talking to each other. Seriously, like I said in my previous post, I would've shrugged this ringy thingy off without giving it second thoughts. But after CTP, the wake, Kiss the Radio vids and Sunye's answer in Singapore, I doubt there's nothing going on between them. It could be a mere friendship, y'no, not necessarily a ~romantic~ affair. But I don't think Donghae is gonna stop there; he's kinda hopeless about love, and this is coming from a stan.

Even Sunye said herself, they're closer now peeps.

So yeah, still shipping it hard ;)

No Other was PERFECT

2010-07-02T18:22:00.004+08:00

OMG IT WAS PERFECT. THEY WERE ALL SMILING AND DANCING HAPPILY THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE SONG. IT MADE ME SMILE NONSTOP LIKE A FOOL, SRSLY :')

I FELT SO HAPPY SEEING THEM SMILING LIKE THAT, NO REALLY.

Oh and, those who said this song wasn't danceable could eat your words now :x

Super Show 3 in Malaysia confirmed.

2010-07-02T14:59:00.004+08:00

MARCH 2011 baby!

I CAN'T WAIT!

But seriously, I have to tone down the expectation. I went to SS2 not putting it high, that was why I felt so blissful and satisfied. But now...

Okay, keep it cool, self. The higher the expectation, the harder you fall alright.
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OMAIGAH I CAN'T WAIT!

Kan Miyeon - Crazy MV

2010-07-01T18:10:00.004+08:00

LOL THIS MV IS HILARIOUS.

At first it was all hot and perfect: Kan Miyeon was pretty, Joon was hot, and then Mir came out, also hot, the song was not bad, Mir's rap was okay, the clothes were all pretty. And then suddenly Jang Dongmin appeared and there I lost it, laughing like crazy.

This is like Banjun Drama 2.0, only it's not that twisted.

Yah Park Jungsoo!

2010-07-01T14:48:00.004+08:00

LOL He knew it was coming and he couldn't escape from it.

Happy birthday, you old man! :D

miss A - Bad Girl, Good Girl MV

2010-07-01T11:50:00.003+08:00

I'm really impressed! The song is so catchy (not the sickening catchy, the good one. JYPfams always got this nailed), the beat is sick, the choreo is solid (there are some points I think oversexual but oh wells, gonna pull a blind eye to that), the vocals are strong (it's like, all of them are good singers)!

Can't wait for live performance! I think I can consider myself a fan now :3

RIP Park Yongha

2010-06-30T11:32:00.005+08:00

Park Yongha has gone. Forever.

Such a tragic loss. I loved him, he was so talented both singing and acting-wise. The worst thing to wake up to. I'm genuinely shocked and sad and...God he was so young he got so much to offer the world!

This is depressing. Truly it is. I thought it was a bad joke, but turned out it was true. I mean...

I'm lost for words.

I'm sorry knowing there's nothing I can do for him :'(

Super Junior - 여행 (A Short Journey) lyrics (Korean + Romanization + Translation)

2010-06-28T12:00:00.016+08:00

KOREAN

널 사랑했던 이 내 맘이, 널 바라봤던 내 두 눈이 아직도 여기에…

* Oh Baby say Goodbye Oh 잠시만 Goodbye 안녕이란 말은 잠시 접어둘게
저 문을 열고서 한 걸음 내밀면 코 끝으로 전해지는 너의 숨결

차 가운 그 바람 속에 따뜻한 너의 손길이 한동안 남아 있는 걸
온통 그대 흔적이 눈물이 되어 내 두 뺨 위에 머무는 걸
잠 시 동안 여행을 떠나 가슴 아픈 상처 닦아 내고서 시간 흘러 그댈 만나면 보고 싶었다 네게 말해줄게

*Oh Baby say Goodbye Oh 잠시만 Goodbye 안녕이란 말은 잠시 접어둘게
저 문을 열고서 한 걸음 내밀면 코 끝으로 전해지는 너의 숨결

그렇게 또 해가 지고 달이 뜨는 오늘 역시 변함이 없는데
Oh, 왜 자꾸만 내 맘은 이렇게 빠르게 달라지는지
파란 하늘 닮은 그대의 모습은 어느 샌가 비를 내리고
이 빗속에 몸이 젖으면 흐르는 눈물 따윈 감춰둘게 yeah~

* Oh Baby say Goodbye Oh 잠시만 Goodbye 안녕이란 말은 잠시 접어둘게
저 문을 열고서 한 걸음 내밀면 코 끝으로 전해지는 너의 숨결

지난 시간 너무 어리석었던 내 멋대로였던 그런 내 모습 모두 감싸줬던 네가 너무 소중한 걸

* Oh Baby say Goodbye Oh 잠시만 Goodbye 안녕이란 말은 잠시 접어둘게
저 문을 열고서 한 걸음 내밀면 코 끝으로 전해지는 너의 숨결

*Oh Baby say Goodbye Oh 잠시만 Goodbye 내가 있던 그 자리로 돌아갈게
저 문을 열고서 한 걸음 내밀어 보고 싶던 네 앞에 설 수 있도록

널 사랑했던 이 내 맘이, 널 바라봤던 내 두 눈이… 기다릴게

ROMANIZATION

Neol saranghaetdeon ee nae mami,
neol barabwatdeon nae du nuni
ajikdo yeogie...

Oh baby say goodbye oh jamsiman goodbye
annyeongiran mareun jamsi jeobeodulke
Jeo muneul yeolgoseo han georeum naemilmyeon
kko kkeuteuro jeonhaejineun neoui sumgyeol

Chagaun geu baram soge ddaddeuthan neoui son-gili handongan nama itneungeol
Ontong geudae heunjeoki nunmuli dwe-eo nae du bbyam wi-e meomuneun geol
Jamsi dongan yeohaengeul ddeona gaseum apeun sangchyeo dakka naegoseo
sigan heulleo geudael mannamyeon bogo shipeotdeon nege malhaejulke

Oh baby say goodbye oh jamsiman goodbye
annyeongiran mareun jamsi jeobeodulke
Jeo muneul yeolgoseo han georeum naemilmyeon
kko kkeuteuro jeonhaejineun neoui sumgyeol

Keureohke ddo haega jigo dari ddeuneun oneul yeoksi byeonhami eobneunde
Oh, wae jakkuman nae mameun ireohke bbareuke dallajineunji
Paran haneul dalmeun geudaeui moseubeun eoneu saen-ga bireul naerigo
Ee bitsoke momi jeojeumyeon heureuneun nunmul ddawin kamchwodulge yeah~

Oh baby say goodbye oh jamsiman goodbye
annyeongiran mareun jamsi jeobeodulke
Jeo muneul yeolgoseo han georeum naemilmyeon
kko kkeuteuro jeonhaejineun neoui sumgyeol

Jinan sigan neomu eoriseokeotdeon nae meotdaeroyeotdeon geureon nae moseub modu kamssajwotdeon
nega neomu sojunghan geol

Oh baby say goodbye oh jamsiman goodbye
annyeongiran mareun jamsi jeobeodulke
Jeo muneul yeolgoseo han georeum naemilmyeon
kko kkeuteuro jeonhaejineun neoui sumgyeol

Oh baby say goodbye oh jamsiman goodbye
naega itdeon geu jariro dolagalge
Jeo muneul yeolgoseo han georeum naemileo
bogo shipdeon ne ape seol su itdorok

Neol saranghaetdeon ee nae mami,
neol barabwatdeon nae du nuni...
kidarilge

TRANSLATION

My heart that loved you
my eyes that looked at you
ARE STILL HERE.

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose

In the cold wind the feeling of your warm hand stays for a while
all your traces become tears and stay on my cheeks
After I go on for a trip for a short while and wipe of my heart wrenching wound
after time passed by when I meet you I will tell you that I missed you

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose

Today when the sun sets and the moon rises again, it’s still the same
oh why is my heart changing this fast
Your appearance that resembled the blue sky rains
when my body gets wet from this rain I’ll hide my running tears

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose

In the past when I did whatever I wanted and was foolish
you who embraces all of that are really precious

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye
I’ll go back to the place when I once was
When I open that door and take one step
so that I can stand in front of you who i missed

My heart that loved you
my eyes that looked at you
I’ll WAIT…

cr:Korean, romanization, translation

Bonamana Repackage is OUT YOU GUYS!

2010-06-28T09:38:00.006+08:00

OMG YOU GUYS GO LISTEN TO SORIBADA LIKE NAO THE ALBUM IS FCKING OUT!

SHAKING AND CRYING RN.

A SHORT JOURNEY, EFFING BEAUTIFUL :'D
OKAY WHO AM I KIDDING, ALL MY HEART IS BEAUTIFUL TOO :~;

Kangin sings okay :')
Eunhae rapping. Gah, capslock can't express how happy I am rn.

~~Okay, now I need full songs >o~~

Listen to:
진심 (All My Heart)

여행 (A Short Journey)

Shake It Up (Remix)

GO GO GO!

How would you describe your personality?

2010-06-28T06:49:00.001+08:00

INFP. Go figure.

Ask me anything

And the story goes.

2010-06-28T03:26:00.003+08:00

Friend: Hey, my friends went to the showcase!
Me: Yeah?
Friend: Do you wanna see their pictures?
Me: *lifeless* Naaaaah. I think I'll wait 14 years before I read fanaccounts and ogle their pictures. Pretty sure it won't be as devastating then.

Story of my life, yo.

FML

2010-06-26T12:02:00.003+08:00

OTL

My parents won't let me go the showcase. I've never felt this sad a fangirl :'(
Life's not fair. Why keep throwing lemons at me! I can't even make some lemonade because there's no freaking sugar and water and ice! Tch.

I've screamed, I've cried, I've tried everything; they just wouldn't listen.

I HATE THIS. ALL OF THIS.

Beast & Donghae & Sunye!

2010-06-25T13:01:00.006+08:00

OMFG I WON A PAIR OF TICKETS TO BEAST SHOWCASE OMFG.

Okay, I'm excited like woah, but my parents are having a fit not allowing me to go. I hate it. I hate siblings discrimination -_-"

AND OMFG

He actually went to Sunye's father funeral wake (and still looking hot as hale). It's been known that Heechul has gotten closer to Sunye after FO, but him? Donghae? After that epic episode of Come to Play?

Anyway, have you guys seen the rings? I mean, come on, they both started wearing it around the same period, the rings are identical, the same hand, the same finger. It's just too much a coincidence, me thinks. It may be is, it may be not. The possibility is there. He even said recently, somewhere along line of "I want to date. The idol status is not allowing me." Some said it was a hint that he wanted his relationship publicized because well, apparently he was seen smiling abashedly when Heechul teased him about having no girlfriend. I don't know for real for the life of me, but people are speculating.

And trust me, if it's real, I'm more than happy for them. He'd been there, losing a father whom he dearly loved. His support, especially now, is very much needed. As a friend, a colleague ~~a boyfriend, if it's real~~. He'd understand better than most of us who are lucky to have our parents by our side.

Like I said before, my heart goes out to Sunye and family. Stay strong :'(

It was a sad day.

2010-06-24T21:13:00.005+08:00

She is a strong girl, I've never had a doubt about that. She survived two deaths of the closest people in her life earlier, and today she had to go through the pain all over again. I can't even begin to imagine the grief. You know, this is no love story. Her pain is perpetual. It's endless. She'll be 80 and still miss her late beloved ones. And I'm not talking about one, but three. Two parents. One grandfather. God, she's my age and already she's gone through hell of a heartache all over the years. And she smiled on the funeral wake. She fucking smiled to the reporters when there was anything but smile one would give during mourning.

Sunmi embracing her leader.

This amazing girl is mad strong and tbh, no girl in Kpop is quite like her.

Girl, you're amazing. Take your time to smile again.

My heart goes out to Sunye and her family.

Songs recommendation.

2010-06-23T00:11:00.007+08:00

For Jia Qian, because she's an amazing kid haha xD

I guess I'll recommend some, afaik, non-mainstream songs.

나비 - Coffeeshop of Rainyday
나비 - Fade Out
4MEN - Magic Body
이적 - 다행이다
호란 - 사랑밖에 난 몰라
SongCry - 알잖아
성시경 - 넌 감동이었어
Soulman - Let's Get Started (Feat. Boni & Young'N)
시현 - 미치지 않고서야 (ft. Danny Ahn)
Red Soul - 한 여자를 사랑한 한 남자
피아노 - 세레나데 (Feat. 베이비 지)
Outsider - 피에로의 눈물2 (Feat. 길미)
민경훈 - It's Alright
메이트 (Mate) - 이제 다시
M to M - 보낸다...
M to M - 기념사진 (I don't consider M to M mainstream because yeah, sadly they're not that popular)
임창정 - 그때 또 다시
정엽 - 가시꽃
일리닛 - Supertramp
화요비 - 늦은사랑
Hot Potato - Confession (this song was doing well on the chart)
옴므 (Homme) - 미치도록
한지혜 - 상사몽
길학미 - Super Soul
길학미 - Stand By
디셈버 (December) - 배운게 사랑이라
Brown Eyed Soul - 비켜줄게
최현준 - 끝
노블레스 (Noblesse) - Never Change
노블레스 (Noblesse) - 이별이 사람하나 병신만드네
노블레스 (Noblesse) - 사랑인지
노블레스 (Noblesse) - Last Romance (fcking love his new album)
서영은 - 이 거지같은말 (with 정엽) (on music shows but it was great nonetheless. Plus omg it's with 정엽)
Monday Kiz - 흩어져
하하 - 술병 (With 타이거 JK) (pretty sure you know this lol)
Code-V - 중독 (Addiction) (poor talented guys :( drown out by Infinite)

I don't wanna make an ass long list so I came out with recent releases (with many exceptions obv lol). I hope there are still songs you haven't listened to here :D

Donghae's gifs

2010-06-22T20:26:00.004+08:00

I've made a lot of Donghae's .gifs!

GO GO check out my tumblr! :)

So...these are what they look like:

MY FAVORITE .GIF EVER.
DONGHAE RUBBING HIS NOSE AGAINST SUNGMIN'S HAIR AS IF THE LATTER IS A BABY OMG ;~;

And a lot more there. Posted and to be posted. GO GO GO! :)

잠시만 Good Bye (A Short Journey)

2010-06-22T13:26:00.006+08:00

TwELFs

Also, song titled ~~여행 (Travel)~~ 잠시만 Good Bye (A Short Journey)is composed by Donghae and lyrics written by Eunhyuk! Also in the repack ^^ (via @ASHKooKoo)

/EDIT
OFFICIAL: There are 4 new songs in the repack album: 너 같은사람 또 없어 (No other) - which is the follow-up song of BONAMANA, Shake It Up (remix), 진심 (All My Heart) - composed by Henry&Leeteuk; and 잠시만 Good Bye (A Short Journey) - composed by Donghae, lyrics by Eunhyuk

I'M MAD ESSITED YOU HAVE NO IDEA. LIKE, WOAH. I LITERALLY SCREAMED OUT OF PURE JOY THAT MY MOM ASKED ME, "Have you won a lottery?!" (she's kidding ofc)

I CAN'T WAIT. THIS BETTER BE GOOD. BEAUTIFUL WAS BEAUTIFUL AND I HOPE SO IS THE NEW SONG! :'D

T.O.P - Turn It Up [Ringtone + MV]

2010-06-21T14:18:00.003+08:00

01 T.O.P - Turn It Up
Album: T.O.P - Turn It Up (Digital Single)
Format: mp3

Bingu is so pimping :D

100619 Star King - Donghae b-boying (and failing adorably).

2010-06-20T20:58:00.004+08:00

One second, he awes me. The next moment, he makes me laugh and grin like an idiot.

He's my own brand of perfection.

ELFS MUST READ: “FINAL SALES & FINAL AWARD"

2010-06-19T19:50:00.005+08:00

Time flies, and Bonamana has already been out for a month. Super Junior’s 3rd album is very popular in every corner in Asia, and we can still feel the heat of Sorry Sorry. However, what is in front of us is the 4th album Bonamana, and sadly to say,that’s very probably our last album.

We should not stick in the success of Sorry Sorry, and we should not stick in 200,000 pre-order of Bonamana. We still have a lot more to do. We think the title song Bonamana is great and catchy, but does anyone know how the Koreans respond to this new song?

In fact, their position in Korea is not high, and SM does not really want to promote the group. From the low-cost MV, we can see how the company thinks about the group.

The result of SJ is all their effort.

And how about the result of the 4th album? We won MB (Music Bank) for 3 weeks continuously, and everytime it depended on Album Sales. When our album sales were high, the total score was high. And when the sales fell, the total score dropped immediately. Last week we were in the 4th place, this week we were in the 5th. This is the 4th Album that we have been longing for, do you just want to end it now??

And Album Sales took a major part for the winning groups of these two weeks.

Although Digital Scores make up a greater portion, it is not easy to boost it up right away. Moreover, as overseas ELFs, we cannot listen through Melon and Bugs, so we basically can help nothing.

Korean ELF suggestion: to help SJ get back the 1st place, the quickest and best way will be boosting the album sales.

Lets look at our Album Sales data from Hanteo:
Week 1（5/13——5/16）：A ver.-62270，B ver.-not released (MB Album score12145)
Week 2（5/17——5/23）：A ver.-41204，B ver.-28417 (MB Album score10387)
Week 3（5/24——5/30）：A ver.-6286，B ver.-11053 (MB Album score5505)
Week 4（5/31——6/6）：A ver.-4603，B ver.-3603 (MB Album score2394)
Week 5（6/7——6/13）：A ver.-2811，B ver.-836 (MB Album score1917)
Week 6（6/14——6/20）：A ver.-687，B ver.-620（until 18/6）

See our sales record? Do you think we can win again?

Do you think we can get 13 champions as EunHyuk has said in Twitter?
Getting 13 champions has always been SJ members’ dream, and we missed that for the 3rd album. Will they still have the chance to get 13 champions? Probably this is the last chance. From the 13-member group to the 12-member Sorry Sorry, from the 12-member SS2 to the 11-member SS2, and now is the 10-member 4th album and SS3. We have gone through so much, and do we still don’t know what is in front of us?

HeeChul is happy to see lots of ELF cheering for them in live shows and they received lots of presents from ELF , but he said in Young Street, “I don’t need any cheering and present, but I want to see the sales of the 4th album reaching 500,000.”

Can you see it? SJ’s expectation, SJ’s effort for Bonamana. HeeChul’s leg is not that well because of the accident in 2006. He appeared in the last part of Sorry Sorry for 4 seconds only because he couldn’t dance violently, but for Bonamana, he danced for the whole song. And KyuHyun, who was never considered as a dancer, is one of the main dancers of Bonamana. Please remember that he had a serious car accident three years ago, and almost lost his life. During Bonamana’s practice, he had also hurt his leg. And our leader LeeTeuk, while having a very packed schedule, he is practicing for Bonamana every day. These causes his waist hurting again and again, and unable to sit well.

Our old members LeeTeuk and HeeChul both said in the Fan Meeting that they have already reached the age to get into the army, and the end of next year will be the latest time.

Please don’t expect SJ still can be on the stage without some members.Kangin is going to join the army in July and be back 2 yrs later.Then the other members in and out for 2 yrs and 2 yrs alternatively.How many 2 yrs we have to wait for the next album?Also,without core members,SJ will not be as popular as now.We can only expect the 4th album is our most brilliant era.Reality is reality.

That’s why they put everything on the 4th album, hoping that we can go through it, and then we may still be able to see SJ on stage. If the 4th is not going to succeed, the chance to see them again is very small. Leeteuk said in Strong Heart:”Nothing lasts forever.”

Why do they have to work so hard? All because they want SJ to continue.Do you share the same thought with them?

The music score of Bonamana is not ideal. During Sorry Sorry period, even though we didn’t win, we were the 1st runner-up. But how about now? We are at the 5th place, and next week, we could rank even lower.

Are we going to let SJ stop here? No!

Their new song is coming soon, Music Bank and Inkigayo will count the sales of version C.We cannot help with Digital scores, so we should help with album sales. However, since Golden Disk only counts Version A, so when you bulk order version C, it will be great if you can buy version A again, as many as possible for both versions.They are equally important!

Korean and Chinese ELFs are already organizing the 2nd bulk order of Version A.Then before the year-end awards,they will organize the bulk order of Version A again.

We are not in advantage since the very strong group Big Bang is going to comeback soon,and there is a half more year to go, that means our ranking in the yearly chart can change easily.

For the sake of winning in the year-end awards, I wish foreign ELF can buy version A once more directly from Korea when you buy version C, so we can increase the sales difference between us and the 2nd position on the 2010 album sales chart.You are part of the ELF family,right?

You should not buy from your own country because that will not be counted.The chart is based on the sales at Korean domestics CD stores.Only those albums purchased from Korean local stores will be counted.

Also,The chart only reflects the sales of Korean Version albums. Taiwanese version, Japanese version, Hong Kong version, Pirated version, they are all not counted.

If you can, please try not to buy version C during the first week when it is released, but the next few weeks, so that the number of sales can be spreaded, and the music scores can be high for few more weeks.

Please make all your effort to let SJ win in all Korean music ceremonies.At least they can leave with victory. If this is going to be the last album,why not make it the best one and end it with the love of all ELF?Why not make sure there’s no any regret.

Please fight together and tell everyone that ELFs are the strongest fans in the world.

Please share this note by yourself and spread it wherever you go.
I hope you can pose this on your wall,your groups and pages,or your blogs and twitter.
If you know who can organize the bulk order,please let me know so that i can help to promote.
Thanks for your effort!

Written by LaiLai
Translated by Clarice Fung

Source: http://www.facebook.com/worldwideelf

_____________________________________________________________

TL;DR?

Let's help the boys pass over the 500,000 sales mark, okay? We've helped DBSK, why not Super Junior, too. Let's face it, this may be their last album, what with one by one going to their national service and all. Come on, let them feel our love! :)

And by buying, it means no local version of your country and I don't think Yesasia sales count (ofc Yesasia itself claims it is).

One more thing, now that Big Bang is gonna make a comeback too (I love them, but I love Super Junior a lot more, so you know my pick) and their sales are historically proven strong, so please, if you want SJ boys to win Golden Disk Award, you know what to do :)

(Attention: Only version A counts to the sales. BUY BOTH C AND A WHEN C COMES OUT!)

This is the least we can do for them. Don't you want Leeteuk say, "Lee Sooman seongsaengnim! Do you see this? (that we've broken the 500,000 mark!)" on the stage receiving Daesang like Yunho once did?

Quoting Heechul: “I don’t need any cheering and present, but I want to see the sales of the 4th album reaching 500,000.”

Donghae: what do you love him for?

2010-06-19T15:00:00.002+08:00

This is what I found on kpopsecrets (not mine, obviously).

Eh, it’s not just Donghae’s fans, all fandoms tend to do that because it makes the stanning less…tense? I don’t know how to put it, but I know why I do so. I don’t talk about how guileless I think his heart is, or how lovely and adorable his personality is, because that would very likely annoy the hell out of people. People would start saying, “LOL You don’t even know him.” It’s easier to talk about the obvious, things that eyes can see even by the non-stans, or maybe something that’s more…you know, chill and nonchalant - like hiptrusts and guns. Maybe that’s just me. One thing for sure, I didn’t start stanning him because of his hip-trust or tongue.

100531 Come to Play - Super Junior & Wonder Girls (Eng subbed)

2010-06-17T03:03:00.002+08:00

The rest is on the channel!

Be sure to witness one of the best things that have ever happened in your WonderJunior shipping life :D

Let the Sunhae, Soheechul and Kyulim in you happy!

답답하니까.

2010-06-16T02:08:00.005+08:00

가슴이 너무 아파.

너무 아파서...너무 아파서...웅결은 계속 들었다.
너무 아파서...많이 울었다.
너무 아파서...눈물 계속 나왔다.
너무 아파서...너무 아파서...

너무 아파서...

.

2010-06-16T01:08:00.003+08:00

At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes -- all you need is one.

What happened to us? You know? I don't know who I am anymore. Or how I got here. I miss who I used to be. I wanna have a home again, ya know? And real friends. You know, the kind of friendships we used to believe in. I miss that. And I miss you. I guess I just miss all of it. Does any of that make any sense?

At least Brooke was there for Peyton then.

Awww, bb has grown up.

2010-06-15T18:22:00.003+08:00

So I was watching their latest Inkigayo performance. Of course, the first thing I looked up for was Donghae. So I was like, "Oh, I remember the top!" He wore that one on Music Core not long ago. That's not really the main point. Thing is, the top was a bit revealing. Not Leeteuk's half nekkid type, kinda quarter, maybe? LOL. So okay, "Did he shorten it or something?" I thought. Looking back at the performance, apparently bb wore an innerwear last time, something like tank top inside maybe. And he didn't during Inkigayo one. Hence, the sexiness overloaded.

20100605 MBC Music Core

20100613 SBS Inkigayo

The black top was really an outfit to be thankful for, what with the dancing and all. It slipped up and down his torso and uh--- I'd better stop.

It's nothing big, really. It was just me finding fun in these little details. He was dashing either way hurhur.

Isn't it amazing, though, how a person can change from this:

to this:

Or maybe I'm just Donghae-impressionable.

100613 Gag Concert - Super Junior

2010-06-15T16:32:00.002+08:00

cr: sujuism.blogspot.com

I felt bad for laughing at how they teased Shindong. Poor guy :(

It was still lulzy and fun, though :D

Jump, jump, jump, success!

2010-06-15T03:19:00.006+08:00

Dream Team was friggin' hilarious. This bit cracked me up most (Leeteuk attempting English with Nickhun).

Leeteuk: Nice to meet you, Nickhun.
Nickhun: Nice to meet you, too.
Leeteuk: Yes.
Nickhun: How are you doing?
Leeteuk: Ah, wha-?
Nickhun: How are you doing?
Leeteuk: Yes! Umm, yes. Jump, jump, jump, yes, success! Okay, you know?
Nickhun: Okay.
Leeteuk: Okay, here we go~!
Nickhun: Okay, let's go.
Leeteuk: Are you ready?
Nickhun: I'm ready.
Leeteuk: Owwwwh!

I legit lol-ed.

Hyukjae half naked. NOMNOMNOM. My boys playing bball (not really, but yeah, just them dribbling some ball was aesthetic to the eyes enough lol). Loved the interaction between the boys - 2PM, SuJu and Minho. ~~Can I tag along?~~

Random but look at my tag: #CutiepieHyuk. Sighs. Guess that's not relevant anymore these day ever since Sorry Sorry came into existence.

(Did you notice how I didn't mention Donghae at all? Oh well, I think I just did. Was thinking to make some observation on my stanning a bit lol).

What was the worst concert you went to?

2010-06-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

Worst, none. Not really a concert goer. Unless it's of some bands I really love. Went to Super Junior's and that was the best night of my life :'D

Ask me anything

Define husband.

2010-06-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

Someone I've yet to fall in love with (unless he's a man of perfection a.k.a Lee Donghae or Jung Yunho alike).

Ask me anything

Game over!

2010-06-12T09:54:00.004+08:00

Heenim's twit

Hyukjae's twit

Shindong cleaning up the mess (Hyukjae's twit)

Awwwww, it's the end of their game already :(
I'll miss their crazy vids. AND HEECHUL, DANGIT, HE IS SAFE GRRRRR >/

Wonder what would be their next game...

Super Junior Super Show 3

2010-06-07T13:59:00.003+08:00

Super Junior is presenting their third Asia tour 'Super Show 3,' captivating Asia once again.

The upcoming tour which is titled Super Junior 'The 3rd ASIA TOUR SUPER SHOW 3' will start from Seoul and will open in 13 Asian cities including Beijing, Shanghai, Taipei, Bangkok, Singapore, Kuala Lumpur, and Manila totaling 16 performances.

Seoul concert which will kick off the Third Asia tour will open on August 14th and the 15th at Seoul Olympic Stadium. 'Super Show 3' will feature Super Junior's hit songs, songs from the 4th album, various performances and fun talking time. As the title 'Super Show' states, the concert is expected to showcase Super Junior's unique charms.

Meanwhile, Super Junior is actively promoting the 4th album title song, 'Miinah.'

Source: OSEN
Translated by Minnie @ SUJUISM.BLOGSPOT.COM
TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS
DO NOT ADD YOUR NAME TO THE CREDITS

DO YOUR HEAR THAT? THE SOUND OF ME SCREAMING ON THE TOP OF MY LUNGS? YEAH, THAT'S ME - HAPPY, EXCITED, ELATED, ETC ETC.

Though, I must say, I'm a bit worried by the fact that it will be held in Singapore as well. I mean, will the tix be sold out as it was last time? Singaporeans and Indonesians made up a significant number of audience that day, so I'm afraid if... Never mind, I think the number has just kept getting bigger each day, so yeah, it's not impossible to fill out the stadium once again.

WHY HELLO STARVATION! Brilliant to meet you soon :D

Coagulated.

2010-06-06T23:20:00.007+08:00

I'm in love with 응결 (Coagulation). Well, I shouldn't be coloring your suprised because I'm such a sucker for this kind of song. You know, the one that goes straight to your heart and touches it like never before. Sure, 미인아 (BONAMANA) is catchy as hell and 나쁜 여자 (Boom Boom) is so ~sexayh~ but 응결 (Coagulation) is plain beautiful. It's simple, soothing, clear and so...refined. It gives me something more than a just number to dance along to or cry to.

Where the credit is due, 사랑이 이렇게 (My All Is In You) too is good . It's harmonical, just as soothing and beautiful, while My Only Girl reminds me me Why I Like You (my second fave of Vol. 3 after Heartquake). In a good way, of course.

Anyway, I'm not here to write a review on the whole album, so I'll just stop about the songs here.

C: minnie

Have you guys watched the video? If not, please be doing so. May I advice you to prepare some tissues? Cause you might need it.

Have you guys taken that quiz thingy on Facebook, one that asks "Which Super Junior member you are?". I've been Heechul, every single time I retook it. I do think that's got something to do with the fact that we're both Cancerians. If you could just take a look at the Cancerians around you. One of my bffs is one, and most of the time we could totally relate to each other because we actually understand each other. We take things almost similarly and sometimes, I just know what she feels - that's how it works. I once fell for a guy because of this - not the fact that he's a Cancerian, but how he is so. He was differen-- never mind. I'm not gonna live the memory.

Back to the topic. That's why I think I was so moved. Heechul, as many of us Cancerians, is not expressive. We don't just say thanks and sorry on daily basis. The feelings are there, but it's our thing to let it bottled up, you know. So when he actually uttered it out, it felt genuine. It was something that I could see myself doing if I were in his place.

The part where he spoke about him being seen as cold (which is me irl. Everyone who doesn't know me thinks I'm an ~~cold ice baby!~~ aloof stuck-up) and having Eeteuk to 'cover' it up by being extra friendly was just... ;~; I lost it there.

I don't think I'm making sense. It's okay, though. This post isn't meant to make any.

Current music: Super Junior - 응 결 (Coagulation) | Powered by Last.fm

Attack of the Pin-up Boys! [Water Edition]

2010-06-05T11:10:00.003+08:00

Heenim's camera

Shindong's camera

Sungmin's camera

This has officially become the best meme ever lol. I'm glad they drag Sungmin in this, 'cause this boy seems so down lately I've started worrying :(

Can't wait for their next victim! Please be Heechul >:D I wanna see if he'd laugh or rage so bad hurhur

Happy birthday, baby

2010-06-04T00:22:00.006+08:00

Wishing Park Yoochun the best birthday, ever.

It's hard to put into words the nuance of my love for this lad. I may be loving Ho to the furthest extend of my fangirl career, but the love for him isn't any lesser. Park Yoochun's always had this sexy, romantic vibe that I took no second to be drawn towards him. Like a black hole, sometimes he could steal the entire attention of this short-attention-span me just by standing on the stage.

His graceful, composed profile as he plays the piano, I see the musician in him flowing freely along the rhythm, as passionate as Ho dancing. The desire to compose music as the rain falls down, he provides me the image of the elusive romanticist. And I know I'm not alone; many hearts are as captivated.

We were told, provided with the words of him being the emocake. Well, in fact, I have a big-fat weak spot for this. Who cares about the airport incident? Watch the clip, you know the man was just asking for fans to give him a break from the grueling fantardism.

I don't know if I'm getting hormonally involved while writing, but like I've mentioned, it's hard to cast decently the nuance of all the admiration and feelings. Thus, sorry if it feels like I'm gushing on a Mc Dreamy here. At any rate, he really is.

Lastly, as the man of many dreams would always write;
Always keep the faith.

Super Junior - 응 결 (Coagulation) | Powered by Last.fm

Wonder Girls are Coming to Malaysia zomg!

2010-06-02T23:47:00.004+08:00

OMGWTFBBQ ALL OVER AGAIN.

WONDER GIRLS ARE COMING TO MALAYSIA OKAY.

WONDER-EFFING-GIRLS aka THE ONLY GIRL GROUP I'VE EVER FOLLOWED. I MEAN, PROPER FOLLOWED. NOT ENOUGH CAPSLOCK IN THE WORLD TO EXPRESS MY JOY. I'LL BE SEEING MY FAVORITE GIRLS EVER. ANYTHING THAT SUCKS HAPPEN AND I'LL BE CUTTING A BIOTCH.

Just don't make me buy a SE phone or face my wrath.

I've just realized how I put up Sunmi instead of Hyerim. I've nothing against the new girl, but boy, do I miss 4D so much ;~;

Various K-Pop Ringtones V [mp3 format]

2010-06-01T22:28:00.004+08:00

These are some of the songs that have been on heavy rotation in my playlist. If you didn't know, these ringtones were made for personal use, so the quality might be too shabby for your taste. I'm sharing it only because I feel like it.

01 C.N Blue - Love Light.mp3
02 f(x) - Nu ABO.mp3
03 MBLAQ - Y.mp3
04 SS501 - Let Me Be the One.mp3
05 Super Junior - 나쁜 여자 (Boom Boom).mp3
06 Super Junior - 미인아 (BONAMANA).mp3
07 Super Junior - 사랑이 이렇게 (My All Is In You).mp3
08 Super Junior - 응결 (Coagulation).mp3
09 Wonder Girls - 2 Different Tears.mp3
10 Xiah Junsu - Intoxication.mp3
11 Xiah Junsu - 悲しみのゆくえ (Kanashimi no Yukue).mp3
12 Yesung - 너 아니면 안돼 (It Has to Be You).mp3

Meh, I hate my default caller ringtone. Can't my phone network operator put up K-pop songs for choices? -_-"

Current music: Yo-Yo Ma - Libertango | Powered by Last.fm

100531 Come to Play - Super Junior & Wonder Girls; a fangirlish review.

2010-06-01T16:00:00.010+08:00

The girls opened up the show with Nobody and 2DT while the boys Sorry Sorry and Bonamana.

So the show went on. By then I got to know that Leeteuk is such a stalker: Everyday, breakfast, lunch, dinner/dawn, noon, evening - he sees Wonder Girls (apparently has a poster on his room). Kyuhyun said he's smiling but not really, his heart's beating fast lol.

They asked Hyerim who's the member she's most thankful to, and she was like, "Um, it's not only one (specifically a member)--"

"There must be none, then," Donghae cut in. Cue in the studio laughing lol. And then they continued talking about how Kyuhyun had received the same treatment before, how Eeteuk was like, ragging him by saying stuff about the ramen he made. "Don't you ruin the ramen again." or sth like "Who ruined this ramen!"

And then they start talking about respective records, sth like Guinness. The funniest bit is when Eeteuk and Heechul sang Nobody for the election and MC Yoo Jaesuk joined in. Sohee told about how in the States their fans are more like friends compared to shy Korea fans, hugging casually and then Sunye added, sometimes in Korea they tend to do that too, feeling bad for their fans with just shaking hands. And then Donghae, "Can't I do the same, too?" (pretending to be an overseas fan). "It's okay since it's only greeting, isn't it?"

And then he walked towards the girls, saying, "Hi Wonder Girls!" Smiling adorkably, he went to Sunye. Then they hugged twice. It wasn't even a proper hug, but well, you know what would happen if so.

Then they were saying about how Donghae was chosen the most wanted boyfriend, and Donghae supplied,"Once I set my eyes on a girl, I'll make her mine."

The MCs asked him if he had any feelings for Sunye. He said he was a fan since the audition days he saw on TV. Kim Wonhee asked if this was the first time they were meeting like this, and then he said yes. Apparently they've met before at Sukira (Sunye said) and YJS : "Then it's not your first time." Then Donghae jumped like mad. Embarrassed, possibly. But visually it was effing cute.

YJS asked Hyelim if she had her eyes on any Suju boys, and she was like, "Can I?" Heechul was like, "Of course!" She chose Kyuhyun and omg, his reaction is priceless - kneeling as if he had just won a million dollar lottery.

Donghae reenacted the whole Siwon thing.

It was still funny as it was a year ago. Then they were talking about members' trademark. Like how Siwon would raise three of his fingers when ppl called him, Eunhyuk thumbing up, and Sungmin finger-shooting Bond-styled. Cue the studio broke into laughter.

I cracked up when they made Kyuhyun call out Hyerim's name. He was like, "Hyerit." The studio collapsed.

Idol Meeting Segment

The girls introduced themselves as:

Sunye: Sun (God I wish she would've not use it at all)
Yeeun: Olivia
Sohee: Sso/So/Soso
Yoobin: Jasmine
Hyerim: Christina

The boys:

Heechul: Hee
Eeteuk: Michael Teuk (his grandfather is Michael Jackson, uncle is Michael Jordan, cousin is Mike Tyson. wtflol)
Donghae: Ddonghai (how his name is pronounced in China) He's so cheesy I love it. haha
Shindong: Estin Ddungchyeo (?) (his brother is Ashton Kutcher lol)
Kyuhyun: Christiano Ronaldo

Then they started doing the choosing game. Heechul chose Yeeun (Idk what this guy was trying to do, playing hard to get? Cause the whole world knows he's been doting on Sohee since forever) and Sohee was like, "Eh..."

Yeeun instead chose Eeteuk and he was so happy, saying it's his birthday. Expected of him lol. However, he chose Sunye while Sunye picked Heechul. Donghae cried on his arm (omg I loved this) and Eeteuk was like, "WHAT IS THIS! CAN'T COMPUTE!"

Then Yeeun started talking about how his first impression of Eeteuk wasn't good.

Donghae then was revealed choosing Sunye. Coolly he said, "It's okay (Sunye didn't pick me) cause there's still time (to make her choose me)." Heechul barged in, "During that time, I won't stay still (will try to win her too)." Then the camera shot Sohee making faces omg. Poor baby, she had chosen Heechul in the first place!

Yoobin, too, chose Heenim and everyone was like, "Aaaaaahhh~!" KWH asked Donghae if he were mad and he was like, "Just get the first round over with." lol Baby was mad.

Shindong chose Yoobin, btw. Hyerim chose Kyuhyun and boy was so happy, hanging down his head bashfully like a girl haha. Apparently Kyuhyun had chosen her too and the studio went wild. Then that was when they said that the couples formed would be given the rings to wear on music shows.

KWH said to give them phone number of the girls and the boys were like, "THEIR REAL PHONE NUMBERS?!" lol Heechul exclaimed, "Daebak!"

Gil was the first one to call Yoobin (more to confirm that it's her real number). Sunye then received a message saying, "Do you remember Oppa?" Heechul screamed, "Finally, it's coming!" I bet that was something he had known long ago aka Eeteuk's not-so-secret secret.

Sunye then called the number and expectedly it was Eeteuk. The way he said, "Hello," was so greasy she jumped on her seat haha. She asked him what the message was supposed to mean, and then he said, "10 years ago, I saw you." "Where?" she asked. (She was 11 then omg). Apparently she was eating Bulgogi Burger when he saw her. Then wittily she said, "I'm sorry but I don't eat Bulgogi Burger." He collapsed lol. Then he continued by gushing on her, saying he couldn't breathe when he saw her (this guy is full of drama xD).

Another message was sent to Sunye: "What are you gonna do after CTP? Do you wanna watch movie?" Then they were making jokes and all that but Donghae nervously stayed silent. The ringtone was Yesung's 너 아니면 안돼 (It Has to Be You) and dum dum dum, it's Donghae's!

Donghae picked up the phone, asking her "Who is it?" lol Everyone bursted out laughing.

The conversation went like this:
Sunye: Did I call the wrong number?
Donghae: No, I was just kidding. What are you gonna do after this (recording)?
Sunye: Practice.
Donghae: Must you? (bb turned red)
Sunye: Yeah, seems like it.
Donghae: Must you practice everyday? (as if he doesn't have to)
Sunye: Do I have a reason not to (practice)?
Donghae: Ummmm... -_-" (Caption: But singer must practice) Then, don't just practice dancing. Do you want to practice (falling in) love with me? (GREASSSSSYYY CHEESSSYYY MEASSSYYYY but I love it hur hur.)

Yeeun then called somebody (seemed like Donghae) and he was like, "This is not mine!" /throws the phone away. Apparently it's Eeteuk's (caller ringtone: Bonamana). He picked up the phone, stuttering to say her name. "This is Ye-ye-ye-ye-yeun, right?" He, being his greasy self, said she was like a doll or sth. Gil sent a message to Yoobin again, asking her to come to his neighborhood lol. Then she called him.

The MCs then asked a question: "During photoshoots/mv shooting, I'm the only with Ulljang's pose!" 5 of them chose yes. Sunye did and she made a pose as asked. Yeeun winked instead and Sohee, of course, her Omona pose. Eeteuk showed off his back, looking over his shoulder (greasily lol). As Shindong is chubby, he gave a know-how to pose to look leaner.

Donghae then was asked to show his talent. He danced lightly to a remix R&B version of Nobody and Bonamana and omg, I effing love the rearrangement (and I believe it was sung by him).

When everyone was busy laughing at Yeeun's sudden pineapple eating, he went on his palms and knees, asking Sunye, "Did you listen well, Sunye-sshi?" She said, "Yes." and he grinned like this :D

Then Sunye sang This Time (her voice was so pretty!). KWH commented on the lyrics: "Don't change(? I'm not sure), dear," and Donghae nodded his head. KWH was like, "Why would you nod (as if it's dedicated to you)?" Donghae then evaded the question, complimenting Sunye, "She really sings well."

Kyuhyun then sang a ballad, accompanied by Eeteuk who played the piano. His voice was beautiful as usual.

Heechul wanted to imitate Wonbin but was outwitted by Yeeun. The studio broke into laugh. He was constantly mocked then. Donghae mocked something of Heechul (I'm not sure, it's something about daughter's name). Fishie cracked up when the studio gave no response, making ridiculously cute gestures lol. Eeteuk played something on the piano and failed miserably.

Hyerim then said she had prepared a dance and the boys were so essaited fanboying. Yoobin, too, danced. The face Shindong made as a reaction... OMGLOL. You can watch the clip here.

The second round of choosing arrived. The boys and girls gave their speeches. Donghae said, "It'd be nice if we could watch movies together after this." (persistent on choosing Sunye). Sunye on the other hand said, "I'm not an easy girl but today was fun." or sth like that. Most important thing is that how Donghae smiled after that - so adorable. Yeeun said it'd be nice if they could be closer in the future.

The choices. Heechul chose Sohee but it was too late, Sohee had chosen Eeteuk (lol at the boys spazzing). Eeteuk turned red lol. Apparently Eeteuk had mutually picked Sohee. You must see how Donghae and Eeteuk were so essaited that they stood up spazzing. Eeteuk even jumped on a bed at the corner of the studio. A couple was formed.

Donghae was eating banana when he found out that Sunye had chosen him. He was straining his excitement but when it was revealed that he had chosen Sunye too, he lost his shit (he was like, "Screw this banana! /throws away the banana he was eating), bouncing and wriggling with Eeteuk lol. Heechul's face fell haha. Eeteuk and Donghae proudly exchanged fists, like, "Yeah, we did it!"

Shindong chose Yoobin, while Yoobin picked Kyuhyun. Yeeun too picked Kyuhyun, making him antsy, leaving Heechul annoyed. It was like, just now everyone chose me and now nobody did. Hyerim chose Kyuhyun again. Magnae hid his excitement as he strangled his mouth and then asked, "Is this hidden camera prank?" However he chose Hyerim and the boys went wild again as Kyuhyun collapsed. 3 couples were formed! They were given the rings and as you've known, only Donghae and Sunye wore them during Music Core.

They bid their goodbyes and it was over.

I'm well-aware of the script and all, but well, a girl can dream, can't she?

Cause I'm shipping it! :D

Current music: Super Junior - 7 년간의 사랑 (규현) (Live Ver.) | Powered by Last.fm

Donghae & Sunye. Wha--?

2010-06-01T02:34:00.010+08:00

Never once in life did I ever think of Donghae and Sunye being all lovey dovey, a couple or somewhere along the line of love/scandal/etcetc.

So what happened on Come To Play was totally unexpected.

I don't know much about the content (am still downloading it), but Donghae hugging Sunye? OMGWTFBBQ. Iirc, Sunye said in the States they greet each other by hugging, and he was like, "Oh okay. I'm used to it. Can I hug you?" or something like that. Dunno, though. I'll spazz about it when I've watched it. Proper spazz. I've watched it and spazzed about it!

The ~couple ring/bracelet/whatever that is~ everyone talks about. I thought it was a wrist watch or sth, sorta one I used to love wearing when I was in the elementary school lol.

But I adore these two cutie bunch a lot, you know. So, instead of being a jealous bitch, Imma be cool with it and say, "Yeah, go on, guys. Do your thing."

Cause I'll ship it! hurhur

Current music: Lee Donghae - Beautiful | Powered by Last.fm

Many things.

2010-06-01T01:24:00.007+08:00

Is she chirpy, sombre, distant, warm, cold, quiet, or something totally out of this world? We are not too sure because she can be all of this and, then again, none of these. But this we can guarantee - sensitive, emotional, kind and caring.

Found this at Farah's blog. It describes a Cancerian - well, I think that's spot on.

Because I'm many things.

Anyway, today's Farah's birthday. So I told Siwon, "Hey, today's your stalker's 21st birthday! Won't you at least wish her something? I mean, she's dying to hear from you."

Then, annoyed, he blew me off, giving me faces like this

I kid you not! Scout's honor! He totes Shibrows-ed me!

So, yeah... I hope your birthday sucks not without him :/

;p

Current music: Norihiro Tsuru - Last Carnival | Powered by Last.fm

SS501 - Love Ya [MV + Ringtone]

2010-05-31T17:36:00.005+08:00

Ringtone:
01 SS501 - Love Ya

Oh wow. I'm impressed. Thought this song is equally amazing as Find. It's sleek, and the choreo is solid. Their best MV so far. Can't wait for their comeback stage!

Current music: SS501 - Love Ya | Powered by Last.fm

Poor Donghae

2010-05-31T12:41:00.002+08:00

THESE GUYS ARE CRAZY!

Poor Donghae is even trending lol.

God I love Twitter! The best thing after sliced bread :D

New Layout OMG

2010-05-30T20:08:00.003+08:00

Finally, I've changed the layout! So...what do you think? It's wide and convenient (because I might post ass-large pics) and it's neat! That, I love most. The only downside - there's some stuff I couldn't put on, the links, banner etc, and I'm complete not without them :(
/drama

Suppose I'll just have to get used to it. :|

There were so many things I wanted to write about: Super Junior (Donghae is ridiculously perfect, period) & Wonder Girls' (I hate their outfits and hair with a passion) comebacks, Xiah Junsu's debut (which you must know is mad intoxicating. BB even self-composed it omg), Hwayobi's new album (her voice mmmm), SS501's catchy Love Ya, C.N Blue's new EP etc etc. But I'm very late by fangirl's standard, so I'm not gonna bother writing on those.

So this is like, a commemorative post for my comeback or something lol. Good day, everyone :)

P/s - I don't know what's wrong with my coding, the feedjit just won't come to the center grrrr.

Current music: XIAH junsu - Intoxication | Powered by Last.fm

how do u find heavens' postman?? is it worth watching?

2010-05-30T11:35:00.001+08:00

I find heaven's postman bittersweet. It gave me goosebumps at a point, teary eyed at another, and smiles most of the time. It's def worth watching, what with me being a hardcore DBSK's fan, but don't expect too much out of it, because you know high expectation left ppl discontent and grumpy. So just enjoy the flow. Anyway, I particularly loved the scenic settings. Jaejoong's song is effin' beautiful idek. He himself is - lord, not hard to take in his character as an angel; boy is beautiful and seraphic. There are, ofc, rooms for his acting, but it's his debut and he's a singer, so yeah.

Hana & Jaejoon <3

Ask me anything

Don't Stop Can't Stop!

2010-04-27T18:57:00.006+08:00

I love how badass Don't Stop Can't Stop is. The lyrics are like 2PM's middle finger to Coldests, they just don't give a darn if you try to make them down. They just won't give up, not going down.

"I'm never going down without a fight, aite!"

"You wanna see me fall, aite? HATERS!"

It was My Heart all over again, where I would listen to more Can't Stop Don't Stop, and how it would be my main ringtone instead of Heartbeart, something like that. Not that it was something bad. I remember the first night I listened to My Heart, it was repeated over 200+ times. In a night. Yeah, that's how deep I fell in love with My Heart lol.

Because this is the only comeback avail atm, now that the rest of weekly music shows is still mourning, have some piece of this hot mess.

I've been working on .gifs these days, and it made me realize that T.O.P is very lulzy actually. He has many kinds of one-of-a-kind, dorky expressions on him almost all the time. And as a result, there were lots of him that I gif-ed. I was to upload them on my photobucket acc, but darnit, forgot the password, and the only way I could retrieve is my laptop, too bad I'm at CC now :(

I even forgot to save ringtones I've just made in my thumbdrive :( Well, later, then.

And can I be Oneway's Chance? Hae's enjoying his company so much. All he's been twittering about is how happy they are together. Well, not literally, but yeah, you know what I mean.

P.s. - I love Clouds! I think Jay's flow is better than it was in 2PM. And that Clara girl! I envy her voice!

Without You Donghae, I can't do.

2010-04-21T13:01:00.005+08:00

So many things I wanna buy, watch, do.

On top of them all,

this epic shit happens.

/brb dying.

OMG.

OMG.

OMG.

Boy is packing some serious muscle there. I knew it. I knew it from the moment he came out in his black and white wifebeaters in Malaysia that day. I FUCKING KNEW AND LOVED IT LOL OFC.

Okay, so I'd kill for that photobook. ANYONE? PREORDER ME THIS SHIT PREAZEEEE. I BE BEGGING YOU SO PREAZEEEE :'[ My birthday isn't that far anyway.... so yeah? Please be buying me that photobook yea? YEA? YEAAAA?

Mkay, thanks. I love you forever and eternally.

One more thing, WITHOUT YOU!

The song, admittedly, isn't as addictive as AAA & Heartbeat, but I love the underlaying background piano, and the chorus isn't that bad. It's okay at first, but I've grown to love it. The choreo is kinda funny at some point, especially when they make that okay sign. Haha. Can't wait for the actual comeback anyway.

And surely you guys have seen Suju's latest pics regarding their comeback? I fear for Hyukjae's hair and eyeliner D: But Leeteuk looks happy with his happy trail lol and Ryeowook looks good. And Donghae! GRRR, I wish he becomes a la Taec but not everyone is gonna be happy bout that tho certainly I would be. But Hae is gorg in any ways and I'll just be happy with him as it is. There'll be 11 of them, and I hope it's Kangin instead of Kibum, tho I did love the latter more because now Idk anymore :/

Random, but I recall liking to say everything happens for a reason when shit happens, and now that it's a line in Without You, I couldn't help smiling. Well, yeah.

Everything happens for a reason, so does this.

Goodbye My Love

2010-04-15T20:58:00.005+08:00

Eye candies :D BBS ALL LOOK SO GOOD *____*

/pretty much ignores all the bad news

CAN'T WAIT FOR 2PM'S COMEBACK NEXT WEEK!

What do I have?

2010-04-14T17:51:00.005+08:00

I have...

to pay almost 400 bucks for nothing (don't ask me why)
just lost my fave sneakers
almost zero-ringgit balance of scholar money
to survive 3 months without fixed allowance

which also means to say, I'm broke.

UGH, HOW DO I BUY DVDs AND STUFF? ;~;

Okay, so...um, who wanna buy my kidney?

korea song 2010

2010-04-04T12:35:00.002+08:00

Best song? Idk, half a year hasn't even passed, so yeah :D

But currently I'm in love with 바보 by Epik High and Lee Hyori's Swing :) (and maybe Love Song by Rain, too)

Ask me anything

honestly, are you still into donghae as much as you were two years back?

2010-03-26T17:42:00.001+08:00

Not really. My love for him has grown BIGGER WIDER DEEPER (lolok, you get the point) than it was two yrs ago. He's become a constant to me, like no matter who comes out in the Kpop scene, his spot is always secured. UP AND ABOVE~! LOL

Ask me anything

100320 Super Show II in Malaysia; messy incoherent fanaccount ahead.

2010-03-22T16:43:00.022+08:00

Had an exam that morning, so I had to come straight from Kuantan to KL. Stood for hours. So tired but so worth it.

I think I'll just beeline to the concert itself lol. I'm not gonna write the report based on the song list, because to be honest, I was so high I was barely aware of which song they were singing while I was flailing like a fail fangirl I was. Mind you, I'm generally the high-class everyday sort, but that night I just lost my shit lol.

I was so tired of waiting and standing that Farah and I started singing 2PM's Tired of Waiting haha. Almost an hour later opening vc started playing, and we fans were all like, "OMG WHERE ARE THEY GONNA COME OUT FROM? WHEN WHAT WHO WHY-- okay, so no why -- and when Siwon's face plastered on the screen, I was like, "Where the heck is he?" and flipped out finding out he's standing on the center stage (near to where I was standing in Rock Pitt B). ~~I recorded a video and it's kinda long, so I'll upload it later.~~ Hyukjae too was standing not far from my sight, dancing like mad and I was confused as to who I should focus on lol. But omaigah, they performed A Man in Love on the center stage. ~~You'll be led by visual facilitator (aka fancam) later when uploaded.~~

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE SHOW

Siwon was the first member who smiled at me. So you might say maybe he was looking at the person behind me. Actually I was in the front row in the rock/mosh pitt, so I was practically standing below them, you know, like they had to nod to level eyes with fans below? It's like I knew when he was looking at the person behind/besides me, and so I did when he was looking straight at me. I wasn't that flail-y at that particular moment, not holding any camera (Farah was and she was mad at me cos of it) and as I was looking at him, busy drinking in his handsome features (no kidding, boy was so fine, 1000000x finer than in TV & mags, my jaw practically hanging) he bloody looked at me as he was smiling. Needless to say, I grinned back like an idiot. Seriously. In front of me was the barrier between fans and the stage (and I was holding out my placard throughout the whole concert by putting my elbows on top of the barrier). So as he was smiling, his eyes trailed down to the banner I was holding out and guess what, his smile dropped off as soon as he figured what was written: 동해 짱! = Donghae Jjang = Donghae the Best. LOL Totally wasn't expecting that. His face was like, "Dammit, what was the smile for."

Them boys introducing their fine selves.

Highlights:
Kyuhyun's "Saya sayang kamu orang semua." = I love you all.
Donghae's pointless scream, being kicked by Hyukjae right after, his SJFH's backflip.
Yesung being eccentric.
Shindong's MALAYSIAAAAAA!
Leeteuk's fail lol and "Apa khabar??"

Kyuhyun spent a lot of time on our wing (stage in front of me) more than anywhere else, like really! He was a sweetheart, smiled a lot.. Always smiling. Sound amazing live. Too amazing. Velvety, yummy nomnom. Pure eargasm. I'm serious. His voice is so soothing Idek.

So expectedly I captured lot of his pics.

HI YESUNG :D Love your voice heaps!

Didn't know he was actually sick. He really was energetic that night! Poor thing.

He believes he can fly. Do you? /random

Rocking that guyliner bb!

That gun. That gun. If it weren't sex, I don't what is.

Get well soon. :<.

LET'S GO!

OMNOMNOMNOM. Please be playing for me? kthnxbye

His voice was so soothing he fell asleep, lulled. :D

LOL Heechul's hair. Ahjumma-styled.

Farah was melted into a puddle of goo no kidding. Haha. THOSE ARE REAL, GUYS. AND HOLY CRAP SMEXY LIVE.

Siwon flashed his chocolatey abs like changing clothes lol. There's one time he was introducing himself, back facing the audience, lifting shirt and swaying hips, and suddenly Donghae came and pulled down his waistband. Their gheiness bestowed me the sight of his green-yellow CK lol.

There was one time he was speaking in English, throwing his head backward and while doing so, lifting also his t-shirt up. Good grace I saw veins popping out down his pelvic bones and navel. Couldn't stop staring for a while lol. *__________* I mean, I wasn't a fan of his abs, though admittedly he's got a fione hot bod. But seeing those hard-rock abs live changed my view. Hur dur.

HENRY! Him and violin ummmm, wants wants wants!

I couldn't take a closer look/better pictures of Zhoumi; he just wouldn't come in my face. But omg, never thought I'd say this, darn he was hot. To me he wasn't that much a looker before, BUT OMG it was just the mags/pics that didn't do him justice. At all. Wearing spectacles and button-up black shirt, he looked very...attractive actually >:D MALAYSIA LOVES THESE TWO BUNCH LOTS IF YOU WEREN'T INFORMED YET. We screamed at the top of our lungs for them, just like we did other members.

Siwon's Solo. He looked like he was praying, didn't he? SHISUS OKAY.

Subtle Eunhae~!

Lee Teuk during Shining Star /sobs

Leeteuk cried during Shining Star, sitting on the center stage then, like I could see him cry, so I was stuck between ~~lol-ing~~ giggling and bawwww-ing. But I was busy taking pic, so I was like, "Oh okay, go cry, it'll make a good picture." :p He was also the first to take off his vest, wearing only wife-beater on top, and good grace, Donghae followed suit, wearing a plain sexy wife-beater OMNOMNOMNOMNOM. Excuse me, I drooled a bit then.

Love you, too, Hyukjae!

Mr. Cameraman loved Donghae. No kidding. You know the main screen, like during Shining Star they would put up shots of different members, divided to three slots. The second and third slots kept changing, displaying diff members randomly, but the first slot was like dedicated solely to Donghae. Haha, You might get the glimpse of the idea by looking at these.

Million dollar smile.

He was prection like mad. Guh, my love for him can never be put into words decent enough.

Know what I'm saying now, yea? It's okay Mr. Cameraman. Everybody loves Donghae.

Sorry Sorry. They performed it on the main stage, the stage before me was kinda giant so I had to stand on my toes to see them.

You wished you were this pretty.

LMFAO SHINDONG.

Personally I don't like how fans throw stuff on the stage - towel, plushies, etc. First it could be deemed rude, imagine ppl throwing random stuff on to your head. Second, it might be dangerous. Yunho once fell down because of this. Don't throw and kill okay.

He posed for me!!!111!one!! NOT, but for the fanboy beside me.

Goofing off on stage. DORKIES STAY DORK FOREVAH.

As mentioned, lots of Kyuhyun's pics I managed to capture. Unlike Donghae who never stayed still and made every pic I took of him blurry, he was so easy to snap.

RAGEEEEE. I hate the fact that our barrier was farther than that of the first pool. Like he could reach out to hold hands with them, but not us because of that. RAGGGEEEEEEEEEE. NOT FAIR I PAID THE SAME MONEY WHAT. Nah. Jk. I wasn't expecting anything physical lol.

I believe he had fun :D Look at that face!

Told you about Kyuhyun being near to us all the time. Guess what? WHAT? WHHHAAATTT? Oh yeah baby, he smiled and waved at me. But this time it was very fleeting, like he just skimmed over the first line crowd below him with his smile and wave and I happened to sandwich there. Still, memorable enough to me. We had eye contacts and exchanged smiles, I'm not complaining.

See what I'm saying about him hanging out in our place?

No don't fall asleep yet Kyu, the concert is still going on!

Sungmin wearing those torchlights we used during Shining Star around his fingers while blowing bubbles.

Donghae was a total sweetheart. Maybe it was just me, but he interacted with fans a lot. He looked like genuinely had fun. He liked picking up stuff they threw at him, even camwhored with a fan's phone. I'm jejuz forevah ;~;

Eunhae gathering up stuff on the center stage lol. That anchovy and fish, tsk tsk, why so adorbs?

A piggy Shindong and smexy Siwon. Take your pick!

Sibrows bringing sexy back yeah!

Heechul was such a crazy diva lol. He wore hot pink satin and lace crunchy. And tried to kiss Henry. And laughed like a mad woman! And crazy. And bitchy! And emo! And I love him all the same haha.

Looks like Kyuhyun is wearing poop on his head lolol.

Donghae defining Beautiful to the next level. Guh what about him not to love? You know I wanted to close my eyes, drinking in the beauty as much as possible, but then I would miss the world and heck no, DONGHAE. EYES CLOSED. CAN'T COMPUTE. I. COULDN'T. EVEN. BLINK. THEM. AWED.

HEART-FUCKING-QUAKE. I felt like crying while they were singing this cos face it, this song is mad beautiful and their voices are all sorts of amazing. Kyuhyun did forget a line, but with that voice... darn he could come out singing in pajamas, messy hair (oh no, not tryna get nasty you pervs) and be forgiven. And the thing Yesung did with his nose I told ya. Have a look yourself here!

OMNOMNOMNOM. Highlights: Donghae. Siwon's hot bod. Kyuhyun goofing off in my face. Donghae. Did I mention...um, Donghae?

EUNSIHAE. EUNSIHAE. EUNSIHAE.

There's a lot of Eunsihae fanservices especially during Angela. Donghae being jealous of Sihyuk when the two were playing around and got all sticky up Hyukjae's back, trying to peck his cheeks but actually brought his mic up to Hyukjae's mouth. Then the three were practically groping each other, threesome hugging or something. You could say they were publicly making out lol.

LOL @ Heechul screaming 'Apa khabar?!' in the middle of the performance.

Because I'm biased like that. Donghae busy picking up gifts/towels fans throw, bumping fists with a guy ;____; Hyukjae kicked off Donghae's nemo. HOW DARE HE haha. Of course Donghae would get revenge.

Them bidding goodbyes and thankyous. So much love.

Random but people missed missing boys! We screamed like mad when their faces popped out on the screen :[

Donghae threw a fail-but-cute joke while the boys were doing ment and was pushed like, "뭐야 너!." The boys were mentioning Asian countries like Thailand, Taiwan, Indonesia, Singapore, Korea etc because obv this was an Asia Tour but he confidently chimed in, "AMERICAAAA! OKAY! 네! $&#&@*@$%!" and everyone was like "LOL WTH YOU GOOFBALL." He grinned goofily right after and I died.

About the placard I made. Told you I wrote 동해 짱! = Donghae Jjang = Donghae the Best. Thing was I didn't glue it properly that the characters, one by one, kept coming off of the card. During watergun shooting, Heechul stood before me and I by reflex stretched out my placard only to have it shot. Then I was like, "WHAT? MY PLACARD!!!!11!" and I pulled it down. By then, the placard looked like this: 동ㅎ ㅉㅇ = Dongh Jj ng = Dongh the B st.

Know what that means? Good.

Truth be told, I was quite upset that Donghae didn't see my placard. I mean, I was holding it all the fucking time. But it's not like I was the only person existed there so I was just being childish over that. Time was ticking, the concert was about to finish in a matter of minutes, boys were talking about preparing for 4th album already and asked us to shout "4집 대박!", and I was close to breaking own heart (together with the placard) when he randomly looked up to it, figured what it was supposed to mean and how it actually looked, and there was this wide amused grin on his face. Then he kinda moved his eyes lower, sorta looking for the owner, and what did I know, our eyes met (cheesy meesy and I don't fucking care because our eyes really met even just for a few seconds). With that smile he had earlier on, he waved at me. LEE DONGHAE. MY LOVE AND BIAS FOR HIM HEAPS YOU HAVE NO IDEA AND HE EFFING LOOKED AT MY PLACARD, AMUSED BY IT (its messiness to be exact) AND SMILED AND WAVED AT ME. THE LEE DONGHAE.

MY LIFE IS COMPLETE.

And so I went home with a heart bigger than anything.

I'm back guissseeeee!

2010-03-21T20:33:00.004+08:00

I HAD FUN LIKE NO OTHER.

A teaser before a full-on fangirly post later:
>> Donghae is a total sweetheart
>> Siwon is such a handsome gentleman
>> Kyuhyun spent more time in front of us than anywhere else
>> Heechul is such a diva and he stays one even in Malaysia
>> camera doesn't do Zhoumi justice at all.
>> Eunhyuk when not goofing around exudes sex.
>> Leeteuk is such a fail lol.
>> Yesung did a cute stuff with his nose when he belted a tune.
>> Ryeowook is a girl in disguise!
>> Henry smoking with his violin!
>> Sungmin played keyboard and looked suave all the while. Hmmmmm, nomnomnom
>> Shindong posed for my camera! not. lol.

Which side are you on? 6PM or Jay?

2010-03-17T16:41:00.001+08:00

I'm all for 7.

Ask me anything

They got nothing on you baby.

2010-03-16T15:26:00.004+08:00

There was a mix of emotions surging through my veins while I was watching the vid, and then it just hit me again how much I miss this guy, at the same time relieved cause rejoice world, he's alive! A lil bit sad, knowing he's got so much talent and potential and he deserves to shine on the stage and be amazing, captures attentions of every living soul like he used to, but he couldn't anymore. A bit too moved by the message he left on his profile pertaining his brothers in Korea (you guys should ttly read it). Excited realizing greatness this boy could offer the world given the opportunities. Most of all I'm happy. I was waiting for this. I was waiting for him to come out again, you know.

Quoting him,

2pm 욕은안했으면좋겠어요 애들착하고 좋은애들이예요 오해안하셨으면좋겠습니다. ^ ㅠ ^
2pm fighting!
i dont want you guys to hate on 2pm on behalf of me cause i still love those guys and likewise. they're still my homies. if you dont want to support them thats cool you know but i just want everyone to get along and move on and all do great things know what i'm sayin? =)

Let's all do great things :)

Betrayal, no they're not doing it.

2010-02-28T18:53:00.006+08:00

Full credit: fortyninepointfivebananas.tumblr.com

The rumors coming out about the fan meeting are pretty awful and from what I can tell on tumblr and 2OneDay it seems that the rumors of the members being rude or arrogant, or dragging Jay’s name through the mud, are making many fans of 2pm shocked and upset. I want to try to clear these up, just from one fan’s point of view…

I’m Korean-American and have lived and gone to school in both the U.S. and Korea. I live in the U.S. at the moment, but my home is Korea, because that’s where my entire family lives. I downloaded the audio file of the 2pm-JYP-fan conference that’s been going around to hear it for myself, because I was very skeptical of most of the fan accounts that have been floating out. I’m fluent in both languages and so I hope you will trust me when I try to clear up some of the (mis)translations that have been floating about…

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•The 2pm boys are very respectful throughout the whole fan meeting, as far as I can tell. On the contrary, I think the fans are being unnecessarily rude. The fans spent the first 10 minutes of the meeting arguing that they should have the right to film the meeting, even though the JYP rep told them several times that although he would allow audio recording, he could not allow video footage out of fear that it could later be manipulated by other people to put the 2pm boys in a bad light. On hearing this (perfectly reasonable) request, the fans burst into laughter and made many snide and condescending comments (caught on tape) about how unbelievable the JYP rep’s requests were. I could hardly believe how rude some of their words were. The 2pm boys stayed silent during this exchange, but the JYP rep did not raise his voice, and merely repeated his requests until the fans agreed. As the file went on, some rude fans interrupted the boys several times as they were replying to the fans’ questions.

•Junho never said “I honestly hated Jaebeom hyung,” as has been alleged. His words should not be taken out of context. What he did say was, “We were so excited for him to come back, and we worked hard, here in Korea, and so did Jaebeom hyung in the States. We tried to give hints to our fans that he would come back, and we worked hard to make a path so he could return. But when we heard what happened… we, too… for just one moment… we hated Jaebeom-hyung.” He said “we,” not “I” (“저희들” is plural). The way he worded it was to explain that his momentary hatred of Jaebeom was because he was so deeply disappointed that after all of their (mutual) work, Jaebeom wouldn’t be able to return… he did not hate Jaebeom for what he had done (whatever it is), but because what he had done would prevent him from returning.

•When Junho said, “We worked so hard to make a path so Jaebeom hyung could return” the fans laughed sarcastically and said, “Who made that path? Who?” And he corrected himself to say, “We all worked, both our precious fans who loved Jaebeom and us members, too, we all worked together to bring him back, didn’t we?” (Just as a personal note… I felt really sorry for Junho here. Ultimately the 2pm boys worked their incredible butts off in order to build up goodwill in the public eye after Jaebeom left, and as he said later, they never stopped thinking about Jaebeom throughout all of their performances, variety shows, etc. And for him to be attacked by the fans for saying that was so disrespectful, I think.)

•When Chansung said that they still love Jaebeom hyung, and that in the future if they miss him they think it will be okay to honestly say that they miss him, the fans laughed at him.

•One of the loudest fans was a mother (she said multiple times that she had a son around the age of the 2pm boys)—[what?!!! aren’t ajummas a bit too old to be showing up to these kinds of things?]—and she attacked the boys for throwing Jaebeom away “like human trash.” She said that no matter what your family members do, you have to hold them close and not throw them away. And she said for betraying Jaebeom (she said it’s as if they “killed him,” and left him to be the “trash of the nation”), the fans would throw away 2pm. [I’m sorry, but this kind of fan attack is just ridiculous, un-fucking-believable.] The 2pm boys were extremely respectful in response, and asked her politely when she was finished if she would like to add a question for them to reply to. She said a few more words but again, there was no actual question. But anyway, they responded and said, “We are so sorry to have hurt you. We understand your feelings because we are hurting, too. We honestly think that silence is only way we can protect Jaebeom, and we are telling this to you from our hearts.” They went on to say that it was some issue that, out of their love for Jaebeom and their desire to protect him, they could not speak of to the fans. They said that even after they are married and have families, they will always think of themselves—“all seven of us”—as a part of 2pm, and this is why they must protect him until they die [the “until we die” part sounds less dramatic in Korean, fyi—it’s a more commonly used expression in Korean than English]. They repeated that they had to do this because they loved him, and they apologized several times.

•There are rumors going around that the 2pm boys said they could never forgive Jaebeom. This is patently false. Junho explicitly says, “We have forgiven Jaebeom.” He goes on to say that despite the fact that they have forgiven him, and though they will always love him as a brother, the mistake he made was too serious to reveal to the fans, and that they, too, would feel as shocked as the 2pm boys did if they knew what it was. He apologized for having to say that.

•Wooyoung said, “Please understand this truly, we have not thrown away Jaebeom hyung in our hearts. Please, let’s make a promise between us. Not between us 6, but between our 7 members and all of you who are here today. We promise that we are protecting him until the end.” In response, some fans laughed and sniggered, saying “쳇” on the audio file [in Korean, ”쳇” a common way to say that you don’t believe the other person’s words. It’s very condescending and rude, unless said in a joking way among friends.. which this is clearly not].

•There was a question about whether the 2pm boys had heard the news from Jaebeom’s mouth directly, or only through the company. Junsu responded and said that they had first heard the news from their CEO, but afterwards they spoke on the phone with Jaebeom and the seven of them talked it over together, directly.

•When the JYP rep was explaining why they wrote that Jaebeom could not return because of a big personal problem (instead of covering it up with a less harmful answer), and he said that he needed to protect the 6 remaining members so that they would not be seen as betrayers/traitors to Jaebeom, many fans interrupted him to say, “But we already think that they are traitors.” [It breaks my heart to think that the boys had to sit there and hear that from their fans without even being able to defend themselves.] The rep went on to finish his answer and did not respond to those accusations.
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Please note: this is not a complete translation. These are parts that I personally picked out because I think they help refute some of the awful rumors going around. Also, the file gets grainy and difficult to understand at some points.

And even more than that, I have a huge assignment due next week so I don’t have time to listen to the whole thing right now. This comprises about the FIRST NINETY MINUTES of the audio file… I will listen to more and add more when I get the chance, but I wanted to do this because I think this is really important, on behalf of 2pm fans who don’t understand Korean and can’t read Korean. I hope some of you find it useful. Feel free to re-blog.

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P.S. As a quick update, and just to clarify: some of the fan accounts that are going around *are* true. From the first 90 minutes I listened to, the following is true:

•All 6 members acknowledged that they agreed to the fact that Jaebeom should not return as a part of 2pm.
•One of them (sorry, I can’t identify the voice) did say that what Jaebeom had done “is bad enough that we can’t let it come from our lips and go to our fans” and asked for understanding and forgiveness that they cannot say any more than that.
•The JYP rep did say “To put it as a metaphor, the six members, and our company, are like the victims in this situation, and Jaebeom is the attacker.” The quotation itself was part of an explanation as to why they were honest in revealing that Jaebeom had made a big mistake in his private life, and why the company was trying to protect the other six members of 2pm. I personally don’t think it was as awful as other fans seem to think, although it isn’t pleasant to hear that Jaebeom was “the attacker,” but it’s up to you as to how you want to interpret it.
•The JYP rep also said (as part of the above comment) that the six members are “just as important as one member.” He never said that the six were “more” important than the one.
•I’ve been following the rumors on 2OD and I believe these are the only ones I can say I heard on the file, for sure. Please keep in mind that 1) It’s only the first 90 minutes of the 4-hour file; 2) I can’t see their body language, obviously, so there’s nothing I can say about that; and 3) some parts of the file are staticky and difficult to understand, but I’ve done my best. I trust our 2pm boys, and I believe in them.”

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This whole ordeal is so frustrating. Seeing how many "fans" turn their backs on 6PM, it hurts me so much. It fucking hurts, I cried. The fact that 6PM have to let Jay go, too. They love him enough to let him go, but the letting-go part still hurts, I cried. I was so down I broke a promise I made to a friend that made she cried, I cried too. My eyes haven't been dried a whole day long. It was a fcking drama some people laugh at, but I'm crying.

I invented too much emotions in this and now I'm tangled.

I screwed up myself so bad.

I guess this is goodbye :'(

2010-02-26T15:15:00.005+08:00

I had hopes so high. Even when they said you wouldn't, I believed you would come back in all your glory and pink shirt. I was so sure it was only a matter of time for you to shine again. And now it's all gone with the wind.

Shame on you life-ruining bitches, thanks for the chaos.

And, could some of us just please, think? Don't hurt the other 6 because of this, and I bet this is what Jay wants too. Hating on Taec and Wooyoung because they're in the spotlight, now that's not reasonable at all, is it? Of course, obviously because Taec's not his best friend, and Wooyoung's the one who digged that MySpace comment out.

I really wish Jaebum could speak up his mind, telling us what he really wishes for. Quit forever and us move on? Fine. Forgive him for he's sinned (scandal, sextape, hit&run w/e) Fine. Support 2pm w/o Jay? Fine, that's what I've been doing all this while anyway. Just say something. But I do realize things aren't black and white, for all we know...nay, we know exactly nothing. So I couldn't be too greedy.

That said, with that shady hazy statement, I have a hard time believing the other 6 have given up on him just because "We're gonna have a hard time promoting 2PM with that shame-bringing trouble-maker." Maybe they had chosen to let him go, but for better reasons. Maybe they weren't given options at all. Maybe.

And really JYPE? "He's done smthg really bad, like really bad omg. But we won't reveal it, privacy stuff~ We really did want to bring his back this April, swear to God, we really did! But yeah, boy's gotta go 'cause he'd done worse, unforgivable shit. His bros here also agreed so boo. Kthnxbai." If anything, I think JYPE PR Team sucks ass.

Even so, I hope we all bear in mind that there's more than Jay in 2PM and no, I'm not saying Jay isn't important, but the others are just as important. Every one of them. It's 2PM guys, not Jay & Backup Dancers/Singers/Gagmen or JayPM. So if he chose to leave, just keep loving what is left of 2PM. AND OMG THOSE BITCHES WANTING 2PM TO DISBAND W/O JAY, WTF ARE YOU THINKING? OR ARE YOU NOT THINKING AT ALL?

Don't hurt the innocents with your irrationality :(

Ah, the conspiracies. I don't know, not gonna jump into conclusions this early. I'll wait for better perspectives to judge from. And those haters hating on Taec just 'cause he's overshadowing your bias, I hope light shines on you one day. Junbros are my biases but I don't go hating/bashing on Khun, Jay, Woo, Taec or Chansung those "limelight-stealing bastards". You know why, because they're a group, and to hate on one of the members does not make you a fan. Anti, yes. Or maybe you're a fan, just not of the group as a whole. And don't go tell the whole world you care for 2PM because you don't.

It took me long enough to sit down and finish this.

No matter where you are, what you do, who you are, just be happy Park Jaebum. You're terribly missed and will always be.

Thanks for the memories bb ;~;
/brb crying forever.

Dorky Dock.

2010-02-19T23:43:00.007+08:00

Guys check out my new desktop!

So that's what happens when I hover it over.

LOL the difference in Jay and Junsu's eyes :D

Wooyoung and Junho look extra cute here, don't they?

HUR HUR HUR.

ISN'T THIS THE CUTEST DOCK EVER?

Well, get yours here:

2PM Dock Icons
by koreans@lj

Oh and, my wallie! Cute, isn't it? And I'm still waiting for the day it comes true :)

I have hopes. Always keep the faith.

2PM - Tik Tok Music Drama (feat. Yoon Eunhye)

2010-02-09T05:06:00.006+08:00

Okay, sorry I'm on a roll tonight. Plus it's been quite long since I last updated.

CASS MV OMG SO COOL. Lol, it's obvious I'm lack of vocabs, isn't it?

Part 1:

Part 2:

Love the plot, OF COURSE I LOVE THE ACTORS ( ass-kicking ~~and ass-kicked~~ manager!Su, chair-falling detective!Woo, creeper-tricked-but-still-asses-saving detective!Taec, problems-inducing playboysuperstar!Khun, hot creeper!YEH and stalker-that-looks-a-lil-bit-like-Jaejoong!Boram), the song, the TWEEEEEEST!

I thought it's gonna be some sort of cliche triangle love story. POOF, I was proven wrong and I'm happy about it! But at some point, I'm pretty sure Taec has fallen for her. But omg, the ending! A cliffhanger, don't you think? What's gonna be? WHAT'S GONNA BE?

I'd say Taec&Woo utilize the cuffs fully *coughs* and Su should just date Boram lol. UM, ON SECOND THOUGHT, NO. And Khun? He's gonna die in that bitch's hand omglol.

2PM - Crazy4s [mp3 dl + Ringtone]

2010-02-09T04:43:00.004+08:00

Omg I love this song! SHIT IS MY JAM YO! And the MV! Gah, them boys in wifebeaters okay. THAT.IS.ENOUGH.

And so I made the ringtone. Imagine myself running on the thread mill, fully determined to be fit ~~lose a few pounds~~ and suddenly my Corby ringing to Wooyoung's "Soricheobwa a-a-a-a!" and all ma peeps will be like "Omgeez, so cool that tone you got girl!" and strangers will be calling me the Girl with Whatever-it's-saying-but-it's-cool Ringtone.

Ahh, wouldn't that be lovely?

So yeah, I love sharing good stuff.

2PM - Crazy4s
Ringtone

2PM - Crazy4s
Full song

I kinda dig this style, who knows they'll do it for their next concept? GAHHHHHH.

P.s. - I wanna join the NUTS! They're like the coolest kids in the block or something lol.

So dum dum, the nuts are:
Taec = Walnut
Ongseul = Cacao
Tiffany = Almond
Yoona = Pine nut
Sunny = Peanut
Me = It's okay, I can be any nuts xD preferably pistachio.

Junsu. PERIOD.

2010-01-26T03:06:00.005+08:00

2PM - Junsu

Public opinion about 2PM is that while their performance is strong enough to be associated with a circus, their vocals pale in comparison. But because of Kim Junsu's tone leaving an aftertaste at the end of the vocals, their music is good enough to listen to through an earphone. Compared to the other dazzling members, Junsu's image is very tempered. But not in terms of music.

That Junsu's voice is still gorgeous without a vocoder or any acrobatic dancing can be verified through his cover of his favorite song, 'Half the Time' by Calvin Richardson. His soulful voice, in this song at least, is almost perfect, but to enslave him like an ordinary screen for an idol group irritates me to no end. Of course, because music ranges are often limited and so insecurities tend to be exposed, you can't deny that his tone has a quality that makes you take a second look. Reverberations on such a short hook aren't things you can learn through uniform training.

On top of having a naturally beautiful voice, after taking so many songs and singing them into his own, that nasal quality that could have materialized in his voice instead developed to the point that he can pull off both the old school's ardent feeling and the new school's refreshing feeling. And so there's no way that, as the audience, I can't help but feel regret that it's impossible to feel his allure in 2PM's songs, divided into N parts. Ah, it's well-known that he's considered to have a huge black music craze, but does he know that sometimes, when he sings traditional Korean ballads, he conveys a sense of great self-pride and confidence? And that his sponsor, JYP, also has a talent for that?

Song Jihae (Pop Columnist)

Source: Nylon Magazine & DC Inside
Translation: fuuism@lj, hypocritical @ omona_prection

THE BEST ARTICLE EVER OKAY. I'M CRYING, TOO HAPPY TO HANDLE. YOU GUYS GO FIGURE HIS OSM OKAY? PROMISE ME AND WE'LL BE FRIENDS FOREVER AND EVER AND ETERNALLY. I'M CAPSLOCKING AND YOU BITCHES CAN'T DO NOTHING ABOUT IT BECAUSE I'M TOO HAPPY AND I GOTTA DO THIS EVEN THOUGH I HAVE SOME STUPID PAPER COMING UP TOMORROW AND WHO CARES? JUN-FUCKING-SU'S VOICE HAS GOT TO BE PIMPED BECAUSE IT'S GOLD.

This is the vid the writer talks about.

TELL ME YOU AIN'T IMPRESSED, PLEASED, MESMERIZED, AWED, SOLD. I DARE YA TELL ME. (lol, at this rate I'm about to sharpen my knife if you tell me that forreal).

Oh and, happy belated birthday Jun-butt-ho~ xD

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2PM -Tik Tok [ringtone]

2010-01-24T21:28:00.003+08:00

Posting just because I'm using it :D

2PM - Tik Tok
Format: mp3
Bitrate: 192kbps
Size: 806kb

Kay, now Imma go study hard. PROMISE.

Performances [mp3 rips]

2010-01-24T00:52:00.007+08:00

I remember converting a few performances into mp3 because they were just so awesome.
So yay to sharing.

There are many other ripped songs I'd like to share, but I'm not really in the place to, for mid-sem exam starts this Monday. So yeah, I.Must.Study.Mkay.

01 Cho Kyuhyun - First Impression
Super Junior 1st Asia Tour - Super Show I

02 Hero Jaejoong - Crying
DBSK 2nd Asia Tour - O

03 Micky Yoochun - Love Bye Love
DBSK 3rd Asia Tour - Mirotic

04 DBSK/THSK - Kiss Shita Mama Sayonara
THSK 3rd Japan Tour - T

Wish me the best of luck guys :)

//EDIT

Sunmi leaving Wonder Girls.

I truly support and respect her decision, 'cause I've been implanted since child with the idea of education being so crucial, of paramount importance in life. But still, she's leaving you know. Wonder Girls, my fave girls ever. One of them is now gone.
/brb bawling.

Super Show II in Malaysia!

2010-01-20T00:25:00.002+08:00

OMG I'VE BOUGHT MY TICKET!

ROCK PITT HERE I COME !!!!

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GDI WHYYYYYY!

2010-01-15T04:23:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?
I HATE HOTLINKERS.
I SAID NO HOTLINKERS.
WHY DIDN'T YOU LISTEN TO ME?
NOW ALL MY IMAGES WENT RED-METERED.

SO PISSED OFF YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
I HATE YOU WITH A PASSION.

HAPPY, NOW???
HAPPPYYYYYY???!!!

/cries.

Happy Birthday Jun.K!

2010-01-15T03:38:00.003+08:00

I didn't get to steal some time to make something for you on your very special day bb, so sorry.

Happy Birthday Kim Junsu, the forevah gangstah in my heart.
Be happy, be healthy, stay lulzy, stay sexy, stay unf-ing, stay Daegufied.

Keep those good music coming from that brain of yours because I swear Hot was the real shit. And that soulful, R&B-flavored voice...mmmmm, please please please be singing more songs. YOU EVEN RAP BETTER THAN RAPPERS IN 2PM, PEOPLE NEED TO REALIZE THIS. WATCH HOT BLOOD, THEY'D LEARN YOUR SWAGGER. Because there's no such thing as too many lines for you. You may not be given that much airtime and love from Hottest as others would, I still stan you hard. And looking at the bright side, that's kinda good because that means less competition and shorter line of bitches. YESSSSSS PRZ.

And one of my dream these days, I wanna see JITT JUNSU. Because Taec and I know you've got some chocolatey abs behind those shirts. He even draw you ripped xD

P/s - It's kinda hard to believe that you, Taec and Khun are only a year my senior. OPPASSSSSS. LOL. And Wooyoung's my age. 안녕 친구야! Don't even wanna start with Chansunf and Junho. They're giants.

P/s/s - I think I've just got a jackpot on your birthday baby. Thanks ;)

P/s/s/s - I didn't realize I didn't have a proper tag for you. WHUT DID I DO IN LIFE? SO UNACCOMPLISHED. NOT EVEN TAGGING. HUH!

C.N. Blue - 외톨이야 (I'm a Loner) MV [mp3 + Bluetory dl]

2010-01-14T21:17:00.009+08:00

GUYS CHECK THIS SHIT OUT!

It's incredible, telling ya. I'm impressed, really :D

Mini Album; Bluetory Tracklist:

01. 외톨이야 (I’m a Loner)
02. Love Revolution
03. Y, Why…
04. Now or Never
05. 그럴 겁니다… 잊을 겁니다… (I Will…Forget You…)

>> Download Mini Album <<

Full credit: coke_music@lj

YONGHWA MY BIASSSSS NOM NOM NOM :Q___

The MV + song + Yonghwa + cute drummer = A++++

Dammit, not that I can't afford another fandom :'(

They'll be performing on Music Bank tomorrow and hopefully they play the instruments live. I kinda dnw "instrument-lipsynching" like FTI do :/

ANYWAYYSSSSSSSSSS,
WOETORIYAAAA WOETORIYAAA DURURURURURUURURURURUDUUUUU~

;p

2PM -Tik Tok [mp3 dl]

2010-01-12T03:44:00.003+08:00

2PM's new song!

I liked it from the very first time I listened to it. And now I'm in love with it!
Every single second, every little part, okay.

Though I was expecting something like Extreme or sth, this is way better.

2PM - Tik Tok (ft. Yoon Eunhye)
Cass Beer CF song
Size: 9.56MB
Bitrate: 320kbps

Enjoy the song and... don't drink and drive xD

Hyunah - Change [Ringtone]

2010-01-09T04:18:00.003+08:00

HATERS TO THE LEFT!

Hyunah is one fierce, sexy bitch, mkay? She knows how to work it and you girls could hate all you want she'd still be pimping.

She's a good performer, face it. That said, yes, I admit, there were times she overdid stuff. But w/e, bitch still rocking stuff you couldn't.

01 Hyunah - Change (Ringtone)

Guess that's all for tonight. Nighty all!

F.Cuz - Jiggy [Ringtone]

2010-01-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

OMG GUYS I'M POSTING AGAIN LOL.

Okay, dropping by to share ~~Jiggly Puff~~ Jiggy by F.Cuz. ~~I'm doing this only for KAN~~

The song isn't anything great technically speaking, but it's easy-listening-kind-of catchy in my ears :) Gonna be my jam for a while, I suppose.

AND KAN OMG, HE'S EXQUISITELY GORGEOUS.And why on earth does he remind me of Jaejoong's delicate features? His eyebrows, nose, lips and smile...oh, wowwwww. I'm...mesmerized. So superficial lol. W/e, it's how we do it with rookies. Personality wise is a later story.

F.Cuz - Jiggy (Ringtone)

So, while I was at it, I made these too.

01 T-ara - Like the First Time
02 MBLAQ - Oh Yeah
03 U-Kiss - Man Man Ha Ni

All those newbies goodies :D

Various K-Pop Ringtones IV [mp3 format]

2010-01-03T03:09:00.005+08:00

HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE I LAST POSTED RINGTONES UP?

Don't get me wrong, saying I'm lazy, inconsistent bitch or w/e, I've been making decent amount of them all this while, only I didn't get to upload them. The net was retardedly slow, no jokes.

So here you are, while it lasts being a bit useful.

01 2PM - Heartbeat
02 2PM -Tired of Waiting
03 2PM - I Was Crazy For You
04 2PM - Gimme the Light
05 2PM - I Hate You
06 Big Bang - Let Me Hear Your Voice
07 Girls' Generation - Chocolate Love
08 G Dragon - Heartbreaker
09 Jaejoong & Yoochun - Shelter
10 Kara - Mister
11 Park Bom - You and I
12 T-ara - Lies
13 T.O.P. & Taeyang - Friend

I felt so bad for not posting anything for DBSK's 5th Anniversary. I actually made ringtones out of their 4 full albums remembering that day. Every single song you know. Just because. But then 2009 hadn't been good and I wasn't in the mood at all. Now those tones would go down the drain. Or recycle bin. LOL. /sadface actually.

Oh and these days my ringtone is Heartbeat, message tone = My Heart. And I think it's gonna be like that for a really long time. Thanks to my phone I could use multiple ringtones all the time, so yeah! All the fabs K-Pop tones all the time!

Golden Disk Award, 2PM & SHINee's relevancy.

2009-12-11T06:08:00.005+08:00

Funny how a few seconds after Shiwon flashed his abs during the last minute of this performance, the camera took a glimpse at Taec. It's like, y'know, "Hey, look! I have packs too!" or something lol. Competitive Shiwon wanted to have his fair share in showing some skin off too, y'know.

Congrats SUJU for winning Daesang @GDA. They deserved it. Only I'm not sure if I liked how the show was SM-biased.

No, I don't, I've decided :/

But whatevs, it's really sad to know my love for SHINee is decreasing because of their crappy songs. I adored their first mini album, and their first album was solid. But what happened now? Ring Ding Dong's ridiculous I could only thrash it out after I downloaded it.

2PM works the other way around, though. Initially, to me, 10 Points out of 10 wasn't that impressive for a debut, but I fairly liked it. Angel was brilliant (but I learned its osmness a bit later, so yeah...) I loved Junsu's powerhouse adlibs. Very prection. Dunno why but then, I wasn't into Only You much.

But Again and Again was the turning point, and now I'm a Hottest (not officially, but yeah.) And as I've come to love them, I've learned better the beauty of their debut mini album. I Hate You strengthened them.

One thing the world should know, 1:59PM's hella solid. I loved ALL songs, not lying. From My Heart to 돌아올지도 몰라 (Bossa Nova Mix). Worth every penny. I've spazzed about the choreo and stuff before, so I'd stop. That being said, I still think Heartbeat's their most kicking ass MV ever. Performing artsy kind of stuff, my thing, indeed. Many disliked it (and I wouldn't understand why), not that I mind. Chu~<3 MV's full of bs but some people loved it, so they should not mind my irritation too. But they should understand why it irritates me LOL. Bias much? Yes, get over it. Okay, kidding. You do your thing, idolize your idol forever and ever, I wouldn't mind the least bit.

Omigod, T-ara's latest song! BPBP's annoying. I wouldn't be take them seriously like I wouldn't f(x) & Rainbow & Secret. Just get back to Lies days, and show off some vocals you claimed you've got.

Destiny, Fate, 2PM, Corby and Me: What do we have in common?

2009-11-29T22:01:00.007+08:00

I believe in fate. I do. Have always been.

And I seriously believe this is fate. That we have been destined to be together.

So the thing is, one day, my friend, her bf (Fiza & Hasang) and I went out karaoke-ing at Redbox The Gardens. So I thought, why don't I survey for my new cell (previous one's been heavily 'injured'). I didn't even know what model was in then. Like, whatever suits my taste (and budget, of course, lol), I'll buy it. That it doesn't have to be Samsung; Nokia or SE would as well do (I'm a Samsung bias, tell ya).

So yeah, 3 hours of Redbox-ing, and we went straight to Samsung, SE, & Nokia outlets.

And I truly fell in love at first sight with this cutest, hippest little thing called Corby.

I kept browsing through other models, you know, just widening the picks. Though deep inside I knew I've already made my choice, only I wasn't quite sure if it would be able to endure hard times with extra-clumsy me.

Then damdimdum, after going through self-cajoling and whatnots, I finally decided that I MUST have my first love. We all know one can never forget one's first love, don't we?

After a very thorough discussion with Fiza and Hasang, we thought it was best to buy Cupid Pink since uh, only Cupid Pink and Minimalist White were left, and Fiza thought I'm not gonna be able to keep what's white white, geez. My lappy IS (off) white, srsly.

Days with Cupid Pink (which I've named BabyTaec btw) were brilliant, that goes without saying.

Only today, much to my fangirly delight, I found something else.

2PM are actually the face of Corby, for shizzle!!!

Cupid Pink

Jamaica Yellow

Something Green

Minimalist White

Sick Black

Watch the CF here.

Taec pimping Green, and it's not even his fave color lol!

Only I sometimes wish mine was green. Because one, Taec is pimping it, two, I'm so not a fan of pink, and three, I'm not forgetting Junsu (he's pimping Sick Black, every phone comes with 3 jackets and black is one of it, so yeah. Plus, quoting Junsu, black is timeless, you know).
IF ONLY there were Coolest Blue, or something like that... ;|

So do you get it now? That we've been fated to be together?
Me and 2PM? Together and forever and ever and ever and ever!
LOL call me delusional, vain, bitch, yadda yadda. Nobody gives a damn these days you know. I just need my moment of lalaland.

And YEAYYYY. Congrats to the boys for winning big fishes at MAMA. SM you can whine and boycott all you want, nobody's gonna give you candy BOOOOO. And green monsters so-called fangirls, srsly, THEY DESERVED IT. Even GD approved it lol. So if you don't produce an album sold for over hundred thousands copies like him, you can keep your little mouth shut.

And Jaesuchun. /sobs.
I don't even wanna start. It still hurts my head thinking about it.

2PM's Music Bank Comeback a spazz-worthy performance, telling ya.

2009-11-14T07:22:00.005+08:00

Junsu's moves were sleek, smooth and all, and I truly, deeply, madly love him to bits, but I died the moment Taec turned in his chest thumping. Taec's expression @1:09-1:14 = gold. An emo, angsty-but-beastly Taec forever, please.

And just because I have no words to show how much I love Taec's deep, greasy-but-whothehellcareIhellaloveit voice. (Yep Taec, you're only second after Junsu's silky-smooth R&B-styled voice :D Ohnoes! What about Wooyoung and Junho's??)

My heart...
My heart...is still looking at you
왜 이런지 모르겠어
근데 멈출수가 없어
심장이 말을 듣질않아
심장이...말을 듣질않아
Why?
Why?
I can't stop it now
I don't know why I am like this
I'm still into you
My heart... is still beating for you.

My heart...
My heart...is still looking at you
I don't know why I'm like this
But I can't stop
My heart won't listen
My heart... won't lsten
Why?
Why?
I can't stop it now
I don't know why I'm like this
I'm still into you
My heart... is still beating for you.

-- My Heart by 2PM.

My heart...It's beating for you.

2009-11-14T06:09:00.016+08:00

Ponytails aside, I loved everything else about this. I love how it's different from everything else the other kpop boybands are putting out there right now -- it's weird, creepy, aggressively bizarre. The harlequin suits, the broken jaggedness of the dancing, the atonal rapping, the marionette choreography...it all adds up to something resembling a disturbing fever dream.

-- callherblondie@lj

Most of you said want this stops. If the only want to make this stop is Jaechunsu back to fucking SM again, I choose not.

I don't care how much this case hurts me as fan, I just don't want they will hurt inside just like all these years. Life is short, anything can happen , perhaps sun won't rise tomorrow. So, let them live their life. For once, not live for us, but for themselves.

-- fseventh@lj

2PM boys are really strong physically, man. Just look at Taec. He needs to support 2 people as the central base and still manages to pull off the hand movements without grimacing/wtv. The boys on top somersault out of the pyramid formation and probably hit the ground really hard yet we don't see them grimacing, either.

Kudos to them~

-- midsummerdeath@lj

These people above pretty much summed up my thoughts atm. I'm quoting them, well, obv, because I'm just too lazy/messed up/elated/irritated/fangirly to think and write properly. I've got this whole DBSK's never-ending slavery bshit fiasco, 2PM's sky-ly anticipated comeback, Taec's effing fine chest thumping (with that angsty+melancholic+*inserts sad-ish adjectives here*, I've lost my heartbeat for you, baby. And omg, your narration in My Heart, I... *collapses*), Junsu's mad gorgeous chorus dance (and omg, that hair! I died, love!), Jaejoong's Heaven's Postman release, MBLAQ's Joon and Mir's osmness, and last, def not least, 3-papers-left final sem, all cramped up in one single mind, so yeah...

My heart...
My heart...
It's still looking at you
왜 이런지 모르겠어
근데 멈출수가 없어
심장이 말을 듣질않아
심장이...말을 듣질않아
Why?
Why?
I can't stop it now
I don't know why I am like this
I'm still into you
My heart...
It's still beating for you.

I don't care how you folks dislike Heartbeat, be it the song or the MV itself, I think it's something. Definitely digging it. Okay, cheerleading pyramid and python suits aside. That ponytails? I've got used to it, you will later, believe me (that's what happened to me with Yoochun and his Mirotic hair). Those hideous-but-not-rly suits, maybe a bit later. Pyramid? I love these boys even more for pulling it off live smoothly. And the choreo. Ridiculous you might say, I LOVE them overall. Like I said, they're... something else, in a good way, oc. The MV, to me, was somehow theatrical. Yes, there I said it. And if you thought it suck, maybe you should just get over it, watch 2012 or something. Lol.

But oh, iz even sadder. No 2PM on variety shows. THAT SUCKS ASS.

Li Yin asks why?

2009-10-23T20:30:00.005+08:00

Quoting herself, "Why? Whyyyy? WHYYYYYY?"

Her new hair, omg, Must. Sue. SM.

What happened to this lovely hair of hers?!

I had like, the biggest crush on her hair and what the fish is this new haircut?

And the MV itself!!! I can't even get started.
It was choppy, poor Donghae and Liyin! Seriously, slide show?! Double You Tee Eff.
Okay, so maybe Liyin couldn't act (Idk, rly), but Donghae bloody can!

Why the waste of talent, SM?
Oh yea, I forgot. So you can throw more money to invest into the plasticism.

GRRRRRR <_<

Happy Birthday, Lee Donghae, the king of the ocean!

2009-10-15T02:11:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Lee Donghae.

You're always the sunshine of my life. So please keep shining and diffuse your greatness into me. So I could, at least, be half as bright as you. Please, now. Especially now. Let the boost be your refulgence, if not you yourself.

Donghae: The Little Prince of Dance

"The Little Prince" is one of my favorite books. Actually what I am about to say has nothing to do with the book, it's just that I think the prince gives me a feeling of Donghae. Not only a little prince, Donghae also gives me a feeling of other characters relating to childhood and growing up like the little prince, Peter Pan. This feeling might come from his eyes or come from somewhere that I haven't recognized yet.

Before rehearsing, they were in the meeting room resting and then the manager called me over saying Donghae is looking for me. When I went in, I saw Donghae holding his mp3 and listening to music. The manager waved his hand and he obediently walked over and pointed to the screen of his mp3, which was Justin's "My Love" and said to me "This dance I" and then looked at me, that look made me think that even if I didn't understand him, I should at least pretend I am. After saying I did understand him, Donghae was relieved. Taking his mp3 for the show, I saw that he had thousands of songs. Apart from their own songs, the other ones were mostly suitable for dancing. When I went to return the mp3, Donghae was learning "Later I will dance for you all" in Chinese. He even wrote pinyin on the script and word by word was learning how to pronounce it, he was taking it very seriously. After ten minutes when I was leaving, he still was reading that sentence. Sadly, when we were recording, we said a lot of tongue twisters and played a lot and when we were waiting to let him say that, Donghae realized that the tongue twister he just learned made him high and he forgot how to say that sentence.

Sometimes quiet, sometimes he's very live, sometimes he might look sad, sometimes he laughs openly but no matter what time, his eyes will always give everyone a pure, innocent feeling. It was like his world in the beginning was missing some impurities. He's always more deeply absorbed when trying to find something he really wants. Just like the little prince finding his home, Peter Pan finding Neverland. But to Donghae, it might be dancing. "Left hand is the second road, keep on going forward until daybreak." --- In fairy tales, going anywhere is easy, I hope that in reality, Donghae's journey to his dream will be also simple and smooth.

Credit:
Han Geng translation by idarklight@crunchyroll.com and rest by Lucy@flawless.annacircles.com

Gahee&After School&their osmness.

2009-10-07T18:44:00.006+08:00

Park Gahee is a woman I used to loathe. Blame the green monster in me trying to get rid of the woman who once captivated Yoochun's heart. Which also means to say, I never came to like After School.

I've tried, ngl. But with Ah and Diva, I honestly thought the songs are too cutesy for their image. You know, they should've gone for songs rather fierce or girl-empowering than those. Park Gahee-Park Yoochun affair made it easier for me to overlook them.

Until I listened to Playgirlz and Bad Guy.

They should've singled these songs out instead of Ah or Diva, I thought.

That left alone Gahee in my bad book, especially after seeing her pic with a cig between her fingers.

Then I came across an interview of them. Gosh, I swear she's a lot sweeter than her stage-self. Like, really sweet and soft-spoken. I was like, lol, I speak huhahuha-er than this!
So okay, I might as well regard her un-negatively after this, I thought.

Then she did this.

She totally stole the stage with that Matrix-like movement or whatever ppl call it as.

So, in a word, I've changed my mind.

After School and Park Gahee, welcome to my fandom!

LOL.

One thing though, I wonder why many fans don't seem to like UEE much? I think her tone is decent and I like it v much (though she might have to sharpen her vocalizing). She's v v pretty, too (but hey, ngl, she's kinda plain on stage, expression-zero). And omg, she's tall!

And I loved it when UEE-Gahee-Bekha did that front dancing thing.

P.S. - Bekha&Gahee rock! Girls got swagger. Not like some kids trying to act like ones. *coughs2ne1couhgs*

I'm such an ass.

2009-10-02T00:16:00.003+08:00

Well, actually, I'm not that ass-y.

I'm somehow busy, rather trying to keep my hands off the net. Most importantly, the connection is super dumdum slow. 7.2Mbps is a crock. Otherwise I would've uploaded tonnes of songs I've come to love these past months. Not that all-over-the-charts ones, but songs that are rather personally loved for their unsung beauty.

I kinda noticed a few people across the globe directly visiting this site. Idk about you, but I thought it's cool to be friends you know. I'm always up for it, if anything. Leave a howdy, no?

Hmmmm... sleepy actually. Got class from 8am-6pm tomorrow, so yeah, I better sleep.

Well, I couldn't rly.

Fiza came by and gosh, srsly, someone's got to stop her from contaminating my mind lol.

Kay, nightie. Will be writing properly this weekend hopefully :)

Chiao.

Jaebum bids 2PM goodbye.

2009-09-09T02:42:00.008+08:00

Oh. Wow.

If there's a current moment most appropriate for me to drop my jaw, it'd be now.

Okay, thing is, I'm having midsem exam. So, trying to be the good student I rarely was, I abstained myself away from the net. Living 4 days without my daily Kpop dose, tonight I gave in. Then, whoah. BAM. BAMMMMMMMM.

PARK JAEBUM IS LEAVING 2PM FOR GOOD.

FOR GOOD goddamnit.

It took merely 4 days (lesser, even) for the netizen to shoo him back to the States.
JUST LIKE THAT.
ZAAAS and we're already crying over it.

I would cry but you know, when things happened so fast you just went "..." -- speechless.

I hope things lay low soon and he gets back.
'Cause admit it, 2PM would never be the same again without Jay Park the leader.

I wonder how the other 6 are dealing with the situation in hand.
And I could only keep wondering.

/sighs.

Poor boys, shit does happen.

FIGHTING!

Gorgeous, redefined.

2009-08-20T05:01:00.004+08:00

~~gor·geous~~ ~~(gôrjs)~~

~~adj.~~

~~a. Dazzlingly beautiful or magnificent: wore a gorgeous Victorian gown.~~

~~b. Characterized by magnificence or virtuosic brilliance: the pianist's gorgeous technique.~~

~~2. Informal Wonderful; delightful.~~

gor·geous (gôrjs)

n.
1. DBSK's Picture of You MV.

Dang the boys were mighty gorgeous in this video I died.
Have always craving for some aviator and Homin came out divinely handsome with it.
I DIED.

Fab 5, ILUSFM YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
/brb dying.

DNBN Online Signature Campaign for the Fans

2009-08-14T19:09:00.009+08:00

Please go this link: http://dnbn.pe.kr/bbs/zboard.php?id=sign

Read the purpose of the campaign and if you agree:

Fill in your full name, email and phone number (make sure you enter your country code, no?) and click 'sign'.

Your signatures will be all presented to Seoul Central District Court, Natural Human Rights Commission of the Republic of Korea, and Seoul Supreme Prosecutors’ Office.

As long as you fill in the blank and click the 'sign' thingy, it will go through.
DON'T DOUBLE FILL THE FORM. BE CLEAN.

I believe we fans can make a difference.
Always keep the faith.

Biased is when you think a man looked sexy in slippers.

2009-08-07T05:22:00.007+08:00

What the eff was happening there?
Changmin seemed like he was dying or something; his legs gave in, his head seemed to explode, stumbling over nothing... well in a word, he looked like a mess, if you get what I mean.
/sighs

On a brighter note,
CHUNISM is in, again.

Well it's kinda lame to say something like, "OMG WOW YOU NOTICED HIS LEFT CHEST THERE'S A NEW TATTOO WRITTEN ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH AND YADDAYADDAYADDDAAAAAAA" because I know, by now, 90% of Cass have already known this for a fact. I'm a few hours late and that's cool. I still want to write about it so what, sheeessshh.

He even wore the AKTF necklace given by the fan. You know what, I think I just fell in love with you for the gazillionth time, TYSM dear.
Sky's rap? Boo you "2009...blablah summer, you wanna hear about it?".
It's "Forever TVXQ" baby!

I believe this is the closeup of his chest, posted in his cyworld. Erm, wants nao. LOL jk.

Yunho smexing himself on the beach, killing me with those stares. I died. But then wake up and said....

Me: Hi gorgeous, can I marry you?
Yunho: *glares*
Me: Of course, of course...you can....not. *cries in a corner*

Remind me why Yoochun&Yunho are my ultimate biases.

And they said Jaejoong's gotten the same tat? Idk if it's true but his recent pic in Japan said kinda so? That see-through shirt's a tease and fans' having this sudden urge to rip it apart and ~~rape him~~ see whether or not they've gotten it right.

Random pic of Boojae, 'cause he's awesome like that and he deserves a pic without reason in this post.... SIKE.
Because he's one random dork lol.

Oh, you could check Chun's cyworld here: BlueFaith

Always Keep the Faith.

2009-08-05T04:25:00.003+08:00

Well, I guess you know about this Always Keep The Faith: Message from International Fans to TVXQ project because even Korea knows about this.

And the thing is.... it's got mine in it!!!
YEAY! lol.
There's 3 parts though, and mine's in the third.
Farah's hasn't yet came out because she sent hers extra late lol.

I hope the boys get to read this. Who knows ~~my love letter~~ our words of encouragement would really be encouraging? Spinach to Popeye, ring a bell?

And I think this is cool. Check em out. Will be using for my Samsung, fosho.

I'm mad sick of SM as I read this.
Dang that sickening board of ahjusshis, you filthy potbelliers.
GTFO my boys, kthnxbye.

Where's Yoojaesu?

2009-08-03T02:53:00.003+08:00

This is like, the biggest bs atm.
The fact that there's 9 unnecessary plastics on the poster is not helping at all.
If this was done to split them up, then I'm disgusted.

If it wasn't, my bad then.

Find the bs-ness here.

Rumor is rumor.

2009-08-01T14:25:00.006+08:00

So there’s this commotion going around in K-Pop fandom; DBSK is to disband.

No, no such thing. I’m not in denial; I just know it won’t be happening. At least not when they’re raking million of dollars. At least not when they’re at the peak of their career (Well, this may not be the peak; who knows they could really conquer the pop world one day). The worst I’d be expecting is the boys leaving SM, which is very unlikely. SM may be a selfish pain-in-the-butt, but he’s not stupid when it comes to money. How things would get ugly for them, we all know. Thus, it’s very very safe to say DBSK disbanding/leaving SM is out of the question.

But, of course, if the boys really were to leave SM, I’m all for it. I’ve always believed JYP is the better manager caring-wise. (wondershinki, anyone?)

I really hope Yoojaesu would win this lawsuit thing. I wouldn't talk much about it because yeah, I'm a pharmacy student for goodness sakes. What else do I really know about this contract revision thing other than them trying to get what is rightfully theirs?

In any case, I’m gonna stand by the boys, y oc.

동방신기 화이팅!!!

//EDIT

Replied at : 12:30 pm (?) 31st July 2009
Fan #1: Oppas are disbanding? I don't believe.
Jaejoong: I don't believe either ^^

Replied at : 1:00 am 1st Aug 2009
Fan #2: Canceling the contract (dismantling) is not the truth, right?
Changmin: Who are you talking about?

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~~There you have it. Words from the boys themselves. See, I've told you. One thing assured, disbanding is a no.~~

~~Though, based on little Korean I've learned, Fan #1 said something like, "Oppa, this disbanding thing is all a rumor, right? I don't believe it."~~

~~And Jaejoong replied, "Erm, I don't believe it, either."~~

~~While the translation for what Fan #2 was saying was accurate imo, Changmin's reply was something like "Who told you that?" instead of "Who are you talking about?"~~

~~Yes, I'm pretty sure he said "Who told you that?".~~

Anyway, it's relieving indeed, isn't it?
:')

Darnit, everything's screwed right now. These UFOs are claimed to be fake. Even the original linkhas been deleted. Darnit. Don't mess with my heart like this przkthnxbye.

Head hurts. ugh D:
The fact I've got 3 lab reports to be done and numerous topics to be revised is not helping at all.

HEAD HURTS ;____;

All About DBSK 3 is out!!!

2009-07-27T22:12:00.004+08:00

All about DBSK 3 is out for preorder.
I mean, Korean version.
(Because buying Japanese version won't get me nowhere. I just don't get why they won't English-sub it)

alakslakd;asadk;a.

NOW GIRLS,
get ready to be eating instant mee for weeks and still be happy.