Welcome. This is a personal blog of hers, where she spazzes, rants, blabbers, and even whispers on anything in her mind. A daughter. A sister. A friend. A student. A fangirl. A wifey of Fishie and Ho (she won’t decide yo!). Very likely is a boring person D: Pardon her if she unintentionally gets on your nerves. Like her, loathe her. She's like that.
→ Fishie is the namja. Ho is the partner for life. Uh, correction, I'm married to all five Dong Bang boys ;p I'm greedy like that. Sue me.
→ An avid Kihae lover. STHU if you are to object. (Eunhae's fans - we can still be friends. Any Hae pairing is gorg, yeah) I believe in their BFFL. Equally much as I'm in Woodong.
→ Heart Yunjae and Yoosu to the core. But, the love for 2U is always there. Minfood ftw.
→ DBSK and SuJu don’t clash. They’re one big family. Loud elitism could very well be offensive, y’know.
→ am a Wonderful CLOCK!!!
→ Jpop/rock = BIG NO/NO. Excuse me if you’re a fan.
→ I don't bite - be it you or your idol. SNSD is an exception :3
DO NOT hotlink. Nobody wants to see yellow frogs or red meters.
:: quotes of the day ::
"Good heavens, a kiss is a type of communication that needs the right harmony between a human and another human.
Their minds should harmonize with each other and should have the same opinion so that it would actually work out.
It is ridiculous to force it by pressing; that is not the right way to do it."
-- Shim Changmin
"Even if 1 year passes by or 10 years pass by, we will not break up. If that does happen, kill us by throwing rocks at us."
→ THE CONCERTS!!!
→ Korea Tour with my peeps
→ Gi haji ngn parents
→ A photographer - with her DSLR
→ To be the best friend to my best friends
→ To make my parents and family happy
→ To get princess-like treatment from JEFF
→ To tuck in all flavors of Chun's Timeout Gelato
→ Marry either Hae or Ho
Funny how a few seconds after Shiwon flashed his abs during the last minute of this performance, the camera took a glimpse at Taec. It's like, y'know, "Hey, look! I have packs too!" or something lol. Competitive Shiwon wanted to have his fair share in showing some skin off too, y'know.
Congrats SUJU for winning Daesang @GDA. They deserved it. Only I'm not sure if I liked how the show was SM-biased.
No, I don't, I've decided :/
But whatevs, it's really sad to know my love for SHINee is decreasing because of their crappy songs. I adored their first mini album, and their first album was solid. But what happened now? Ring Ding Dong's ridiculous I could only thrash it out after I downloaded it.
2PM works the other way around, though. Initially, to me, 10 Points out of 10 wasn't that impressive for a debut, but I fairly liked it. Angel was brilliant (but I learned its osmness a bit later, so yeah...) I loved Junsu's powerhouse adlibs. Very prection. Dunno why but then, I wasn't into Only You much.
But Again and Again was the turning point, and now I'm a Hottest (not officially, but yeah.) And as I've come to love them, I've learned better the beauty of their debut mini album. I Hate You strengthened them.
One thing the world should know, 1:59PM's hella solid. I loved ALL songs, not lying. From My Heart to 돌아올지도 몰라 (Bossa Nova Mix). Worth every penny. I've spazzed about the choreo and stuff before, so I'd stop. That being said, I still think Heartbeat's their most kicking ass MV ever. Performing artsy kind of stuff, my thing, indeed. Many disliked it (and I wouldn't understand why), not that I mind. Chu~<3 MV's full of bs but some people loved it, so they should not mind my irritation too. But they should understand why it irritates me LOL. Bias much? Yes, get over it. Okay, kidding. You do your thing, idolize your idol forever and ever, I wouldn't mind the least bit.
Omigod, T-ara's latest song! BPBP's annoying. I wouldn't be take them seriously like I wouldn't f(x) & Rainbow & Secret. Just get back to Lies days, and show off some vocals you claimed you've got.
And I seriously believe this is fate. That we have been destined to be together.
So the thing is, one day, my friend, her bf (Fiza & Hasang) and I went out karaoke-ing at Redbox The Gardens. So I thought, why don't I survey for my new cell (previous one's been heavily 'injured'). I didn't even know what model was in then. Like, whatever suits my taste (and budget, of course, lol), I'll buy it. That it doesn't have to be Samsung; Nokia or SE would as well do (I'm a Samsung bias, tell ya).
So yeah, 3 hours of Redbox-ing, and we went straight to Samsung, SE, & Nokia outlets.
And I truly fell in love at first sight with this cutest, hippest little thing called Corby.
I kept browsing through other models, you know, just widening the picks. Though deep inside I knew I've already made my choice, only I wasn't quite sure if it would be able to endure hard times with extra-clumsy me.
Then damdimdum, after going through self-cajoling and whatnots, I finally decided that I MUST have my first love. We all know one can never forget one's first love, don't we?
After a very thorough discussion with Fiza and Hasang, we thought it was best to buy Cupid Pink since uh, only Cupid Pink and Minimalist White were left, and Fiza thought I'm not gonna be able to keep what's white white, geez. My lappy IS (off) white, srsly.
Days with Cupid Pink (which I've named BabyTaec btw) were brilliant, that goes without saying.
Only today, much to my fangirly delight, I found something else.
2PM are actually the face of Corby, for shizzle!!!
Taec pimping Green, and it's not even his fave color lol!
Only I sometimes wish mine was green. Because one, Taec is pimping it, two, I'm so not a fan of pink, and three, I'm not forgetting Junsu (he's pimping Sick Black, every phone comes with 3 jackets and black is one of it, so yeah. Plus, quoting Junsu, black is timeless, you know). IF ONLY there were Coolest Blue, or something like that... ;|
So do you get it now? That we've been fated to be together? Me and 2PM? Together and forever and ever and ever and ever! LOL call me delusional, vain, bitch, yadda yadda. Nobody gives a damn these days you know. I just need my moment of lalaland.
And YEAYYYY. Congrats to the boys for winning big fishes at MAMA. SM you can whine and boycott all you want, nobody's gonna give you candy BOOOOO. And green monsters so-called fangirls, srsly, THEY DESERVED IT. Even GD approved it lol. So if you don't produce an album sold for over hundred thousands copies like him, you can keep your little mouth shut.
And Jaesuchun. /sobs. I don't even wanna start. It still hurts my head thinking about it.
Junsu's moves were sleek, smooth and all, and I truly, deeply, madly love him to bits, but I died the moment Taec turned in his chest thumping. Taec's expression @1:09-1:14 = gold. An emo, angsty-but-beastly Taec forever, please.
And just because I have no words to show how much I love Taec's deep, greasy-but-whothehellcareIhellaloveit voice. (Yep Taec, you're only second after Junsu's silky-smooth R&B-styled voice :D Ohnoes! What about Wooyoung and Junho's??)
My heart... My heart...is still looking at you 왜 이런지 모르겠어 근데 멈출수가 없어 심장이 말을 듣질않아 심장이...말을 듣질않아 Why? Why? I can't stop it now I don't know why I am like this I'm still into you My heart... is still beating for you.
My heart... My heart...is still looking at you I don't know why I'm like this But I can't stop My heart won't listen My heart... won't lsten Why? Why? I can't stop it now I don't know why I'm like this I'm still into you My heart... is still beating for you.
Ponytails aside, I loved everything else about this. I love how it's different from everything else the other kpop boybands are putting out there right now -- it's weird, creepy, aggressively bizarre. The harlequin suits, the broken jaggedness of the dancing, the atonal rapping, the marionette choreography...it all adds up to something resembling a disturbing fever dream.
-- callherblondie@lj
Most of you said want this stops. If the only want to make this stop is Jaechunsu back to fucking SM again, I choose not.
I don't care how much this case hurts me as fan, I just don't want they will hurt inside just like all these years. Life is short, anything can happen , perhaps sun won't rise tomorrow. So, let them live their life. For once, not live for us, but for themselves.
-- fseventh@lj
2PM boys are really strong physically, man. Just look at Taec. He needs to support 2 people as the central base and still manages to pull off the hand movements without grimacing/wtv. The boys on top somersault out of the pyramid formation and probably hit the ground really hard yet we don't see them grimacing, either.
Kudos to them~
-- midsummerdeath@lj
These people above pretty much summed up my thoughts atm. I'm quoting them, well, obv, because I'm just too lazy/messed up/elated/irritated/fangirly to think and write properly. I've got this whole DBSK's never-ending slavery bshit fiasco, 2PM's sky-ly anticipated comeback, Taec's effing fine chest thumping (with that angsty+melancholic+*inserts sad-ish adjectives here*, I've lost my heartbeat for you, baby. And omg, your narration in My Heart, I... *collapses*), Junsu's mad gorgeous chorus dance (and omg, that hair! I died, love!), Jaejoong's Heaven's Postman release, MBLAQ's Joon and Mir's osmness, and last, def not least, 3-papers-left final sem, all cramped up in one single mind, so yeah...
My heart... My heart... It's still looking at you 왜 이런지 모르겠어 근데 멈출수가 없어 심장이 말을 듣질않아 심장이...말을 듣질않아 Why? Why? I can't stop it now I don't know why I am like this I'm still into you My heart... It's still beating for you.
I don't care how you folks dislike Heartbeat, be it the song or the MV itself, I think it's something. Definitely digging it. Okay, cheerleading pyramid and python suits aside. That ponytails? I've got used to it, you will later, believe me (that's what happened to me with Yoochun and his Mirotic hair). Those hideous-but-not-rly suits, maybe a bit later. Pyramid? I love these boys even more for pulling it off live smoothly. And the choreo. Ridiculous you might say, I LOVE them overall. Like I said, they're... something else, in a good way, oc. The MV, to me, was somehow theatrical. Yes, there I said it. And if you thought it suck, maybe you should just get over it, watch 2012 or something. Lol.
But oh, iz even sadder. No 2PM on variety shows. THAT SUCKS ASS.
I had like, the biggest crush on her hair and what the fish is this new haircut?
And the MV itself!!! I can't even get started. It was choppy, poor Donghae and Liyin! Seriously, slide show?! Double You Tee Eff. Okay, so maybe Liyin couldn't act (Idk, rly), but Donghae bloody can!
Why the waste of talent, SM? Oh yea, I forgot. So you can throw more money to invest into the plasticism.
You're always the sunshine of my life. So please keep shining and diffuse your greatness into me. So I could, at least, be half as bright as you. Please, now. Especially now. Let the boost be your refulgence, if not you yourself.
Donghae: The Little Prince of Dance
"The Little Prince" is one of my favorite books. Actually what I am about to say has nothing to do with the book, it's just that I think the prince gives me a feeling of Donghae. Not only a little prince, Donghae also gives me a feeling of other characters relating to childhood and growing up like the little prince, Peter Pan. This feeling might come from his eyes or come from somewhere that I haven't recognized yet.
Before rehearsing, they were in the meeting room resting and then the manager called me over saying Donghae is looking for me. When I went in, I saw Donghae holding his mp3 and listening to music. The manager waved his hand and he obediently walked over and pointed to the screen of his mp3, which was Justin's "My Love" and said to me "This dance I" and then looked at me, that look made me think that even if I didn't understand him, I should at least pretend I am. After saying I did understand him, Donghae was relieved. Taking his mp3 for the show, I saw that he had thousands of songs. Apart from their own songs, the other ones were mostly suitable for dancing. When I went to return the mp3, Donghae was learning "Later I will dance for you all" in Chinese. He even wrote pinyin on the script and word by word was learning how to pronounce it, he was taking it very seriously. After ten minutes when I was leaving, he still was reading that sentence. Sadly, when we were recording, we said a lot of tongue twisters and played a lot and when we were waiting to let him say that, Donghae realized that the tongue twister he just learned made him high and he forgot how to say that sentence.
Sometimes quiet, sometimes he's very live, sometimes he might look sad, sometimes he laughs openly but no matter what time, his eyes will always give everyone a pure, innocent feeling.It was like his world in the beginning was missing some impurities.He's always more deeply absorbed when trying to find something he really wants. Just like the little prince finding his home, Peter Pan finding Neverland. But to Donghae, it might be dancing. "Left hand is the second road, keep on going forward until daybreak." --- In fairy tales, going anywhere is easy, I hope that in reality, Donghae's journey to his dream will be also simple and smooth.
Credit: Han Geng translation by idarklight@crunchyroll.com and rest by Lucy@flawless.annacircles.com
Park Gahee is a woman I used to loathe. Blame the green monster in me trying to get rid of the woman who once captivated Yoochun's heart. Which also means to say, I never came to like After School.
I've tried, ngl. But with Ah and Diva, I honestly thought the songs are too cutesy for their image. You know, they should've gone for songs rather fierce or girl-empowering than those. Park Gahee-Park Yoochun affair made it easier for me to overlook them.
Until I listened to Playgirlz and Bad Guy.
They should've singled these songs out instead of Ah or Diva, I thought.
That left alone Gahee in my bad book, especially after seeing her pic with a cig between her fingers.
Then I came across an interview of them. Gosh, I swear she's a lot sweeter than her stage-self. Like, really sweet and soft-spoken. I was like, lol, I speak huhahuha-er than this! So okay, I might as well regard her un-negatively after this, I thought.
Then she did this.
She totally stole the stage with that Matrix-like movement or whatever ppl call it as.
So, in a word, I've changed my mind.
After School and Park Gahee, welcome to my fandom!
LOL.
One thing though, I wonder why many fans don't seem to like UEE much? I think her tone is decent and I like it v much (though she might have to sharpen her vocalizing). She's v v pretty, too (but hey, ngl, she's kinda plain on stage, expression-zero). And omg, she's tall!
And I loved it when UEE-Gahee-Bekha did that front dancing thing.
P.S. - Bekha&Gahee rock! Girls got swagger. Not like some kids trying to act like ones. *coughs2ne1couhgs*
I'm somehow busy, rather trying to keep my hands off the net. Most importantly, the connection is super dumdum slow. 7.2Mbps is a crock. Otherwise I would've uploaded tonnes of songs I've come to love these past months. Not that all-over-the-charts ones, but songs that are rather personally loved for their unsung beauty.
I kinda noticed a few people across the globe directly visiting this site. Idk about you, but I thought it's cool to be friends you know. I'm always up for it, if anything. Leave a howdy, no?
Hmmmm... sleepy actually. Got class from 8am-6pm tomorrow, so yeah, I better sleep.
Well, I couldn't rly.
Fiza came by and gosh, srsly, someone's got to stop her from contaminating my mind lol.
Kay, nightie. Will be writing properly this weekend hopefully :)
If there's a current moment most appropriate for me to drop my jaw, it'd be now.
Okay, thing is, I'm having midsem exam. So, trying to be the good student I rarely was, I abstained myself away from the net. Living 4 days without my daily Kpop dose, tonight I gave in. Then, whoah. BAM. BAMMMMMMMM.
PARK JAEBUM IS LEAVING 2PM FOR GOOD.
FOR GOOD goddamnit.
It took merely 4 days (lesser, even) for the netizen to shoo him back to the States. JUST LIKE THAT. ZAAAS and we're already crying over it.
I would cry but you know, when things happened so fast you just went "..." -- speechless.
I hope things lay low soon and he gets back. 'Cause admit it, 2PM would never be the same again without Jay Park the leader.
I wonder how the other 6 are dealing with the situation in hand. And I could only keep wondering.
i'm still here ;
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